When I walked you back home, it was the house of another guy

 I felt like you always walked a bit farther from me when there were a lot of people

 Just like a big balloon shrinking down, we have cooled down

 I can’t hide my frustrated heart

 What went wrong?

 “I’ll see you tomorrow at practice, okay?” Kyu Jong said quietly.

“Okay. I love you,” I replied with a small smile.

Instead of saying he loved me back; Kyu Jong smiled and quickly walked up a small flight of stairs and knocked on his friend’s door.

“He said he was going to a friend’s house. I trust Kyu, but that other guy I don’t trust.”

 --

My jaw dropped slightly and I couldn’t rip my eyes away from the scene.

I need to stop kidding myself. I don’t know why I was so shocked at that. I knew that one day Kyu would find someone better, someone that could fulfill all his needs, someone that could make him happy.

 --

As I got to the studio, Jun gave me a worried look and asked what was wrong.

“Nothing’s wrong,” I said while wiping off my tear stained face.

“You’re lying through your teeth. I know something’s wrong, otherwise you wouldn’t be crying like this. You know you can trust me hyung.”

 --

Maybe this is all a misunderstanding. I’ll keep that small glimmer of hope and I’ll try not to give up on this love.