Secret Love: The Letter

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Loving someone is different from loving someone secretly. It's a dangerous thing. 
 



 
I love you more than myself,
I think of you more than myself,
No one needs to know, if only I have you, I can live.
 

Foreword

I laid trembling on my bed. I was lying down on my side, I was clutching my chest with my hands as I sobbed noisily and messily. My tears hadn't stopped falling ever since I found out about what happened.

I thought it was a sick joke at first, but then my parents informed me on the truth. He was really gone.

Nothing felt right.

Why would he do that? He seemed perfectly fine!

He would always smile and it made me happy to see someone so full of life.

I could see my life just break down in front of me when I found out. I never knew he felt like that. Felt like that about me. I should've listened to him. 

He's gone. 

I got up from my bed and angrily stomped to my phone, I grasped it tightly and I threw it at the wall. It broke into small pieces. I picked up the letter he wrote me. His suicide letter. And I sunk down to my knees once more.
 

"W-Why didn't you t-tell me?"


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annethundr05 #1
Chapter 1: I bookmarked this but never reviewed I am so sorry. This was heartbreaking sad. My poor Jongup...my poor Junnie. Very well written author-nim. Kudos...(。>﹏<。) TT^TT
Babyjeann25 #2
Chapter 1: Hi I'm new here. I love it so much
it's so touching!! ㅠㅠ
I cried ㅠㅠ
Hope you'll be writing story again ^^
AJKwon
#3
Chapter 1: i think i died

thanks
treelovesyou #4
Chapter 1: Uggghhh....so beautiful, so sad. My poor jonguppie!!!.....but....I love sad endings. I'm crying in math class again. Thanks.
kira_angel #5
Can I tran this in Vietnamese?
I just very love this :)
95lineyoung #6
woaa~ I like the story^^ (acctually I love sad ending)

Jongup!! aish~ why?! why?!
it's really sad ㅠㅠ

write a story like this soon^^
MissInspirit_
#7
uhuhuhuhuhu I CRIED SO HARD T^T
joonie's so stupid
why did he get together with gukie if he loves upie?
I mean I'm a die hard bangzelo shipper(my #1 pairing) BUT URGH...
zelo should have told upie his feelings
I never thought jongup would really kill himself
but he did D':
he loved zelo so much
but gukie's so cute to him
omgee...and daehyunnie liked joonie?
aish...such a sad oneshot
but it's so beautiful...great one
thank you for writing :'D
I think I need some fluff or some right now just to overcome all the sadness :'(
SJ-LikeThis #8
Well damn, that was sad ;____;
I need to just go hide in a corner like Zelo.
aliceninelovegazette
#9
sweet..
Booky-faliza #10
God, I almost cried TT^TT

This was well written! It's super sad... I ship Bangzelo and Daejong, though so it was a little different from what I normally read; I was not disappointed.

Imma go sob in a corner now... Jong-up TT TT