It's hard to wait around for something you know might never occur, but it's even harder to give up when it's everything you want. Persistently pursuing the delusional fantasy, yet holding back the judgments that slowly make its way to reality. Watching someone from a remote detachment, extending out your hand, hearing the dewdrops of rain hit the impassive cement. Turning away to wipe those tears which once harbored love for your loved one. Listening to your heart descend into the torrents of agony, crushing those illusions which concealed faith. Whispering those soft incomprehensive words, hoping to console yourself, desiring to pull away from the darkness you once descended in.  it hurts so much more, to witness the denial of your affection. The second our eyes meet, your heart skips a beat, the world has stopped in its tracks, there’s no one else, just you and me.