sequence 5! jealousy

 

"Hyung you're not going to eat something?" Zelo looked to his older member, pausing in between stuffing kimchi and rice in his mouth. B.A.P had just finished a photoshoot and had now sat down for some lunch. After looking over the shots they had gotten with the photographers Yongguk had came and sat at the table but hadn't reached for any food whatsoever. 

The maknae knew he hadn't ate anything today at all and had fully expected him to dive in like the rest of them, but he had only took out his phone and fiddled with it for the better part of 10 minutes. "Yah, Bbang eat something" Himchan pushed a container of cooked food in front of him, causing Yongguk to lift his attention from his phone for a little bit before looking back to the screen.

Himchan frowned, not liking being ignored one bit. "Yongguk-!" Said man's phone buzzed loudly and Yongguk smiled before texting a short reply back and putting his phone away. He pushed the container away from him and ruffled his fingers through his hair so it was more messy.

"I'll eat later" He started, causing Himchan to frown and Zelo to have a curious look on his face. "I've got something I need to do anyway. I'll see you guys later" He stood up, nodding to his dongsaengs before grabbing what he needed and heading towards the exit.

"Aish! Where are you going?" Himchan called after him, visibly irritated but the leader was already out the door headed towards his car. Zelo blinked curiously at the exchange, which had also caught Jongup and Youngjae's attention.

Himchan stared at the door a little longer before sighing and looking back to his food. "Ahh" He grunted from his frustration, stabbing his food a little bit. The other boys stayed silent not really sure what to make of their Hyung's sudden sour attitude.

"I think he just likes to drive around by himself since he has his license now" Youngjae nodded as he spoke, already believing his own explanation  Daehyun was too busy trying to shove as much food in his mouth as possible to care. The maknae smiled, satisfied but Himchan and Jongup knew better. They exchanged a short glance, communicating without actually speaking.

If this kept up their leader would draw unwanted attention.

 

Kaira whined at the sound of the doorbell, head falling on the back of the couch. She was way too comfortable right now, dressed in black leggings, a t shirt and her hair in a messy bun. She sprawled lazily on the couch, deciding to wait it out. Unfortunately the person at the door wasn't going to tolerate any of that because a barrage of rings came afterwards. "Augh! Why!" Kaira groaned, rolling of the couch none to gracefully before stomping her way down the small hallway that lead to the door. She almost tripped at the little step down from the living room to the entrance, but that only made her more frustrated. She quickly yanked open the door to give the person what for but was quickly  scooped up into someone's arms.

"Yongguk!" He wasn't supposed to be here! Of course she had been talking to him beforehand, seeing as a phone call would garner too much attention in the middle of whatever photoshoot he was doing. The last thing she had said was that she was cooking some lunch for herself seeing as the girls were gone, and she had a day off. Yongguk had inquired on what it was and she had told him, immediately after that he had told her to hold on and that was the better part of fifteen minutes ago. Now suddenly here the dirty blonde was, crushing her in his bear hug. 

Kaira patted his head none to gracefully in a weak attempt to get him to release her at least a little bit so she could breathe, Yongguk complying quickly. "What" He questioned, seeing her give him a look that he had seen plenty of times before. Kaira opened to retort but was cut short when he quickly kissed her.

"I'm sorry did you want to talk to me about something?" He grinned, watching Kaira's face contort into an expression of displeasure. She stuck out her tongue, muttering a barely audible 'stupid'. Yongguk only laughed and kissed her on her forehead beforelifting her a little more upwards to balance her in his arms better. Kaira instinctively held on her arms tight around his neck, her legs tightening as well. Yongguk walked into the living room, making sure not to trip on the step Kaira had almost tripped on before.

"Love you too" Yongguk chuckled as he let her stand, but gave her one more chaste kiss before he released her. He stared at Kaira questioningly when she pointed at his attire. "Wha-?" He looked down at his clothes inspecting them before looking at his shoes. "Oh , sorry" Kaira giggled as he half hazardly began taking off his jordans followed by his array clothing used to dsiguise himself.

Kaira took this opportunity to to walk back into the kitchen and check on the pot on the stove. "If you keep speeding over here after your business every so often your fans will notice" She heard Yongguk scoff in the background and the sound of his feet walking onto the kitchen tiles. Kaira turned at the sound of clanking to see Yongguk messing with the new kitchen utensils curiously. He played with the large rice cooker for a little longer than he should have but immediately turned his attention bac to Kaira when he was through.

Wifebeater today huh? He'd gotten progressively more risque around the apartment, but that was only when the others weren't there. If they were alone or if he was sleeping over, he didn't hesitate to walk around bare chested and all and just recently with just boxers instead of one the few pairs of sweats he kept over the house. Today it seemed he wanted to keep his shirt on, but that wouldn't last very long dealing with him. 

Yongguk absentmindedly nuzzled her neck as he watched her stir the contents of the pot. "Ah, Babyz are special. They give us privacy" He'd almost forgotten she had said something to him, too preoccupied with the new things the girls had brought. His arms lazily wrapped around her middle. Kaira couldn't help but let out a sound of disbelief, almost dropping the spoon in the pot. Yongguk's arms tightened a little more around her waist, causing Kaira to lay one of her hands on them. Defensive over his Babyz. How cute.

"They know where our dorm is Kaira. Have you heard of what JYJ fans do? I'm not to worried about Babyz" Kaira nodded in understanding, having heard of all the accounts from other fans about Sasaengs. She was happy Yongguk or B.A.P hadn't had to deal with any of that yet and she hoped they never would. She wiggled in Yongguk's hold noticing his sharp intake of breath. "Yonggie, I gotta drain this" Yongguk silently let go of Kaira so she could drain the noodles in the sink. He went and sat on one of the bar stools infront of it, hand moving to over the rising steam from the hot noodles. "So are the girls here?" He asked, pouting when Kaira swatted his hand away so she could take the noodles out.

"No, Hanuel's on a date with her boyfriend" Kaira answered non chalantly mixing the noodles and the ingredients she had put on the counter before he had arrived. This immediatly piqued her blonde boyfriend's interest though, his hand slapping loudly on the counter. "Hana has a boyfriend?"

Kaira eyed her boyfriend at his reaction, but he only looked at her questioningly. His Blonde hair looked like a tame bedhead, the roots still black from lack of proper dyeing. Her heart almost swelled at his cuteness, and she quickly occupied herself by getting some bowls down fromt he other side of the kitchen. She coughed before speaking, trying to quell her heart. "Yea, some aspiring ulzzang model...Myungdae? I think." She turned back around with two bowls in her hands just in time to catch his curoius expression. She shrugged, distributing some food into the two bowls.

She handed one to Yongguk, setting chopsticks to the side as well. Yongguks accepted the food quite happily, hands circling the warm bowl. "Thank You baby~" He smirked, knowing full well what state Kaira was in at the moment. He could always read her so easily, even if she didnt know it. He himself was still an enigma to her, she never really knew what he was thinking. That was an advantage on his part. He picked up the chopsticks she had set down for them before getting as much noodles as he could and stuffing them in his mouth. He noticed Kaira had opted to use a regular fork for her bowl a food, making a mental note to teach her how to use chopsticks effectively.

"Wow. Did you meet him?" Kaira looked up from her bowl as his deep voice broke the comfortable silence. Talking with a mouthful of noodles and shrimp, he looked down right adorable. Though it contrasted greatly wiith his arms, the muscles flexing occasionally as he moved while eating. Only Yongguk. She sighed, cursing her boyfriend to high hell.

Kaira pouted at her thoughts, subconciously thinking about her own body compared to his toned fit one "I met him when Hanuel, Gabby and I were eating lunch. He forgot something and had to get it from Hanuel." She bent over the counter as she ate to get more comfortable. She missed the flash in Yongguk's eyes at the change in posture, a grin on his face. "Really goodlooking, nice guy, sweet and full of aegyo...perfect for Hanuel"  Yongguk's grin immediately dropped and his movement halted. Sensing something Kaira looked up at him, frowing at his expression. "What"

He frowned. "The way you described him"  

 She shrugged. "Observations babe"

Yongguk raised an eyebrow, hands once again moving to resume eating all the while keeping eye contact with Kaira. "No more observations for you" He brought more noodles up to his mouth, slurping the rest up none to gracefully. He whiped his chin, giving Kaira a quick glance before speaking again, a bold look on his face. "You can only observe me. Like how my -"

"Like how you clap like a retarted seal when you're really happy. Or how your ears turn red when you're embarassed, or h-" Kaira started, cutting off her boyfriend's less than appropriate gloating with her own. Yongguk eyed her as if saying 'You won this time' before speaking again quickly before she went even further into his personal embarresments. Kaira smiled haughtily at her win.

"What about Gabrielle?"

"Gab BRI ELLE" Kaira corrected immediatly, causing a grown to come from Yongguks full mouth.

He swallowed hastily to retaliate, a bit too fast for his tast however as he coughed twice. "You know I'm not good at pronouncing english names." He pointed at her with the chopsticks, as if threating her. Kaira only chuckled, eyes looking down at her bowl food as she spun the fork around to catch as much shrimp and noodles as she could.

"I know it's cute" Kaira confessed. "You trying to speak english is adorable" 

Yongguk's eyes narrowed slightly before racking his brain for the best english he knew to prove her wrong. After a while of debating he spoke slowly so Kaira could hear him properly. "Take me seriously" Kaira burst into a fit of giggles,  barely able to see her boyfriend's pounting face. "Shut up" She couldn't help but chuckle more at his words, but stopped when she remembered that her Korean was't exactly spectacular.

Kaira gave an apologetic face, dumping her empty bowl into the sink next to her. She bounded into the living room, sitting in the chair next to Yongguk in front of the elevated kitchen bar. Yongguk eyed her warily, as she spun the chair seat to face him. "Saranghae~" She smiled, kissing him on the side of his cheek, causing Yongguk to lean closer to her. He was always a er. She continued speaking taking the chopsticks from his hand to to feed him herself. "Gabby apparently is out shopping"

"Why aren't you?"

Kaira shrugged, not taking his question seriously. "When Gabby goes shopping she buys the entire store and I don't feel like carrying her bags" She twirled more of the noodles around the chopsticks. She wasnt usiing them correctly, but they still did the job they were supposed to.

Suddenly, Yongguk's rather dainty looking hand covered her own causing Kaira too look back up to his face. He had a very serious expression, as if he were telling some very grave news to someone unfortunate. "I'll take you shopping one day" Kaira's brow raised at his statement. Why was he talking like she never went shopping a day in her life? Yongguk, noticing her expression, coughed and quickly tried to explain himself. "I mean, I'll let you buy whatever you want." He quickly used her hand to shove the food in his mouth, Kaira chuckling at his actions.

"You don't have to. I don't need anything" Kaira started, giving Yongguk the chopsticks so he could eat properly.

Another long slurp. Stray drops of sauce flying everywhere."Something for me and you then."

Kaira blinked, slowly getting what he was implying. "Oh~"

Yongguk swallowed the last bit of his food, hand beating against his chest before grabbing a nearby glass of water and chugging it down. Kaira watched his adams apple bop up and down after every gulp, hands tightening around his arms to keep herself from touching it. Yongguk let out a dramatic 'Ah' as he finished, sitting the glass back down on the counter before composing himself. "Well..." He started, getting up from the chair and stretching. "..since we have the apartment to ourselves" Kaira's brow raised questioningly before he picked her up roughly over his shoulder. 

She was glad to feel the soft fabric of the sofa, fearing she would've have bounced off and fell onto the floor from the momentum. Having been thinking of nearly busting her thanks to her dear boyfriend she hadn't noticed him moving and chucking certain pillows out of the way to make room. He then settled himself between her thighs, his hands moving away any unnecessary objects. "Yonggu-" She stopped abruptly when Yongguk had grabbed her waist and pulled her down roughly so their hips met with delicious friction.

Yongguk smirked at her loss of words, eating up the attention. He really had no idea how empowering it felt to know that he could make her feel this way. His hand rose slightly underneath her shirt, in he midst of his mouth working against hers. Kaira couldn't decided what she should focus on, his lips, his tongue or his hands. The one her thigh or the one traveling up the expansion of her flat stomach.

Suddenly Kaira heard the dull sound of something thudding against something else. She tried to ignore it focusing on Yongguk's tongue against her neck but the thudding persisted  She moved her head to the other side, which only made Yongguk latch on and on the neglected part of her neck. "Yo-" She started but that quickly changed into a low moan from his actions. The thudding she could hear quite clear now, and she could see exactly what it was making that noise. 

"YONGGUK" She tried again, fighting to move her hands from under him.  She gave him a quick smack to the top of his head and he reacted immediately.  'Ah! !' He cried, rubbing the tender part of his head. His eyes quickly looked to Kaira's face for an explanation for interrupting their moment, but Kaira only rolled her eyes and pointed towards his phone vibrating against the glass coffee table. "Pause. Your phone is ringing" Kaira crossed her arms in defiance at his surprised face.

Yongguk's face was somewhat priceless at the moment, and for a few seconds he tried to talk but couldn't get any words to escape his mouth. Really? She stopped for this? Really? Finally he ran his hands through his hair, looking down at his girlfriend beneath him. "Augh who cares. They can call back later" He moved back into his previous position but a jab from Kaira's knee on his side stopped him abruptly. Her face was completely serious, a face Yongguk would come to see very often. "Phone" She pointed to the object on the table once more, her voice screaming finality.

I mean who knew if that was somebody actually important like his Manager? Kaira wasn't stupid, an Idol wouldn't have random friends calling him during the middle of the day when they know he's busy being a damn Idol. Yongguk could think about challenging her all day but it was going to end with him having sores.

Of course Yongguk was thinking of challenging her authority, but the look on her face was too much of a threat to him. He wasn't going to jump into that fight blindly. He knew when he was beat. He looked away to grab his phone off the table, making sure to miss Kaira's smug look.

"Yeobsaeyo"

"Himchan I'm busy!"

"No, I'm not"

"What is it?"

"Because you call at the worst possible times"

"Yes I am"

"I'm hanging up"

"-Hanging up"

"Himcha-"

"You wouldn't"

 Kaira watched as Yongguk sighed heavily after a few minutes, his dark eyes looking to her for a split second. "Fine, don't say anything stupid. I know how you are" He warned, and moved the phone away from his ear. He gave Kaira an

 

unreadable look and handed her the phone which she gladly took. Looking at her boyfriend's irritated expression Kaira put the phone to her ear and tentatively began to speak. 

"Hello~?"

"Yah, don't let Yongguk take advantage of you like that. He is one dog."

"Haha, he's not don't worry-" Yongguk looked on curiously as Kaira's face changed in rapid speed. What the hell was he telling her? Kaira's other hand quickly flew to cover as she chuckled a little. Her dark brown eyes eyed Yongguk knowingly, a louder shriek of laughter erupting from .

Yongguk frowned, already fed up with their time together being interrupted.  "What did he say" He questioned as he took the phone out of her hands, but Kaira only smiled and tried hard to subdue her laughter. Yongguk growled and brought the phone to his ear, immediately yelling into the receiver. "What did you tell her?" His hand slowly went through his hair at Himchan's response and his face blanched. He vaguely heard Kaira's small giggle.

Why did he have to tell her that? Sometimes Himchan was just out to get him, and he deduced it was mainly because he left so many times abruptly. Yongguk watched Kaira sit up and fix herself, barely catching Himchan's question."I'll be back around 9" He replied after a few moments of weighing ups and downs. "Yeah" Yongguk nodded, his words making him look to Kaira again for a short minute before focusing elsewhere. After a couple minutes of chiding Yongguk said a quick goodbye and ended the call before putting his phone back on the table.

 He settled back onto the couch lazily his feet propped on top of the table. "And the mood is somewhat gone" His eyes dropped to the phone before looking at Kaira who had scooted closer to him and wrapped her arms around his midsection. Yongguk rested his arm around her neck affectionately.

"Himchan is like your nagging wife" Kaira chucked, slightly rubbing his toned stomach through his wifebeater that his sense slid back down.

"More like the wife I never wanted" Yongguk retorted, resting his head against Kaira, thoroughly enjoying her actions.

 Kaira blinked, looking up at his face questioningly "Oh so you don't want a wife?" She teased, watching his face change quickly to defend himself and correct her.

"Aish" He started, absentmindedly rubbing her shoulder. "Of course I do. Just not him"

Kaira chuckled, looking back to her hand rubbing his stomach "Nope. You said wife I never wanted. Not I never want Himchan for a wife" She stated matter-of-factly, earning an immediate hmph from Yongguk.

He groaned, closing his eyes for a short while before replying. "Ah why are we talking about this, I have a wife anyway and she takes care of me"

"Oh you mean Babyz"

"Kaira"

"So-rry~ Don't get your in a twist"

"Oh so you want to talk about ..because yours are black with this cute blue pattern on them-"

Kaira quickly slapped his hand away "Yongguk!"

Yongguk feigned being hurt, but the silly smirk on his face wasn't really helping his case. "What?" He chuckled, moving Kaira to sit on his lap. "You get embarrased so easily when it comes to things like that"

Kaira pouted, offended by his claim. The boy was erted but he sure as hell became more bold around her. Twenty- Three years old and still finding new things out from trying to kill his girlfriend. "No I don't" Kaira had done plenty, at least she entertained  the thought that she had done more than Yongguk. Yongguk was just the type of guy who newly embraced what he had and now wanted to see how far he could go with it. She'd be damned if he thought he was going to win this competition, she'd until his whole face was red.

Yongguk gave her a look akin to 'no really', his smile turning into a knowing smirk. "Okay then" If she wanted to play, they could play. He just couldn't garuntee that he would play fair. His hands s round her waist, fingers playing with the hem of her leggings. Kaira's stern expression didn't change and Yongguk took that as a challenge. His hands slipped under the material of the legginngs and uner her thin for that matter. Kaira let out a little sound and jumped at the close contact "Ahaha you're so cute" Kaira frowned, abruptly getting up and her making her way down the hall towards her room.

"No! Come here~" Yongguk cried, in between his laughing fits. "You know I love you"  He rolled off the couch to follow Kaira down the hall and to her room. As soon as he entered his eyes look arund the bright room for Kaira, satisfied when he saw her emerge from her walk in closet. She was attempting to close it, with little progress. Yongguk walked over, closing he door with one little push. She had so much stuff in her closet, mainly many unpacked bags and luggage. Yongguk grinned when kaira said a curt thank you and kissed him on the cheek.

"Let's watch a movie Yonggie" She said cutely, effectively making Yongguk forget the earlier quarrel with ease. Said man smiled and nodded, watching as the dark skinned girl went over to her large bookcase. He blinked when he opened one siide compartment and saw racks of moies sitting in some kind of distinct order, hidden. He'd been here so many times and he'd never known about that.

Suddenly he heard a large horn, his dark eyes loiking towards the window. Curious he walked over, palms touching the cool glass.His watched from the view of the window, people talking out in the apartment complex. Cars were flying past on the main road not to far from the entrance of the community itself. It was a really nice day he mused, but it was getting darker. Yongguk unconsciously began scratching his stomach underneath the wife beater he was wearing. "We should close all the blinds and draw the curtain so we can be in the da-"

"Are you trying to live out all your fantasies with me?" Kaira cut him off, pausing while shuffling through her shelve of DVDs to give him a questioning look. Yongguk only smiled, his ears turning red, Kaira knew that meant that he was slightly embarrassed  She chuckled before going back to looking through her movies. Right when she had found what she wanted she noticed her room had gotten significantly darker and turned to see that Yongguk had drawn the curtains and was currently making them as presentable as he could.

Kaira smiled knowingly before shuffling her way over by him until she could lean comfortably on his taunt back. "We're gonna sit and watch this" She wound her arm around the middle of his stomach, allowing him to see the movie she held in her hand.

"Ahjussi?" Yongguk looked at the cover with interest, he'd heard of the movie but hadn't made a move to go see it. He took the DVD from her hands, all the while turning so they were face to face.  "Now why do you want to watch this? Is it because of the main actor?" His face scrunched up as if he were scrutinizing her. 

Kaira blinked for a few minutes, not sure if he was actually jealous or not. It was a movie! The guy was just an actor! A very attractive actor! "No, I like the plot. It's a really good action movie okay." She answered quickly, her face heating up at his 'i don't believe you' expression. Still he let out a small fine, causing Kaira to smile and immediately go over to her dresser where her tv and dvd sat amongst her cosmetics and perfume and pictures she had sprawled on top of it.

Yongguk took this time to lay comfortable on her bed, testing the boyancy of her mattress with his body by making himself jump a little. Kaira fiddled with the DVD player before grabbing the remote and crawling on to the bed herself. She scooted over until she could lean on Yongguk's torso, his hand immediately moving to pull her in closer. "This is the korean one, since you wouldn't be able to understand that much english"  Yongguk nodded appreciatively in response.

 

By the time they were halfway into the movie when the door suddenly creaked open and Gabrielle's head popped in. Yongguk stopped his minstrations immediately, waving a hello to the girl. "Ohh" Gabby started, enjoying Kaira's flustered face. She was always so easy to embaress. She figured Yongguk had to be over, the neatly folded clothes near the door plus the large shoes she possibly couldn't fit had told her that. "Keep it nc-17 at least. I don't want to hear about any babies" Gabby teased causing Kaira to groan with annoyance.

It was then that Kaira noticed the bags in Gabby's exposed hand, curious. "How did you have money to pay for bus fair if you brought those?"

Gabby looked down confused before mouthing an oh and looking back to the couple. "JR happened to be where I was and offered me a ride home." She said non chalantly, missing the knowing look on Kaira's face. "I also saw Hanuel and Myon...Myu- her ing boyfriend there too. He's buying her some cute little dresses, can't wait to see them on her when she get's home" If Gabrielle continued to talk she would've started ding her own version of fangirling, smething Kair had witnessed way to much not to know how she gets. Gabrielle had stopped herself though, noticing Yongguk put his attention back on the movie, his hands absentmindedly rubbing the apex of Kaira's semi-exposed back. "I'll let you guys finish your o~" She smirked, closing the door quickly before she could hear Kaira's 'hush'.

Sighing Kaira buried her face into Yongguk's chest, her hands grabbing the material of his roughly. "Ah don't get embarrassed on me now" Yongguk chuckled, patting said girl's back affectionately. He felt the vibration of whatever Kaira had said from his chest, not really understanding what she had said since it was muffled. Kaira moved her head from side to side which Yongguk guessed meant no."So you weren't embarrassed by that?!"

Kaira lifted her head slightly so she could rest on te side, her eyes looking lazily at the covered windows. "Not really" 

"Kai, It's happened before"

"IKNOW" Kaira grumbled, putting her head back to the previous position it was in, causing Yongguk to sigh. Suddenly she lifted her head up quickly, eyes searciing for the clock she usually kept on her nightstand. "Oh wait what time is it?" She asked Yongguk, who shrugged and moved his hand from her back to check the watch on his wrist. He couldn't really make it out to well since it was kind of dark but after awhile he deducec it was about 7.

"7"

"What! Oh my god, let me go!" Kaira immediately retorted, squirming in Yongguk's hold whom had automaticaly tightened when she started moving.

"-Stop"

"Then let go"

"No I mean stop wiggling-" Yongguk said exasperated,"-You know what keep going"  

"What?" Said girl stopped and looked at him questioningly not entirel sure what he was getting at. She only recieved a shrug from the man beneath her, one of his arms moving to push one of the pillows under his head.

"I have clothes here to change"

Her eyes narrowed significantly at his non chalant atitude. "You're getting off on this aren't you?"

"Wanna take a shower?"

"Okay, Okay!" Yongguk whined, using whatever pillows he could to shield himself from Kaira's assualt. He laughed slightly when she got off of him and almost fell of the bed. Kaira grabbed the nearest stuffed animal and threw it at him before focusing on the task at hand. He watched as she kknelt down almost out of sight to look through something. "What's so important anyway?" He called, moving to lay sideway on the bed.

"It's a show in America that's premiering their second season right now and I have to watch it! I know there's a livestream somewhere!"

"How are you going to do that? There's only a few American Channels here."

Kaira looked at her boyfriend as if he had just said the stupidest thing she ever heard. He shrugged in return, not really phased by her expression.  Giving up she looked back to what she had fumbling with before, a few minutes later taking out her computer from her bag. " Laptop" She moved it closer so he could see and the blonde hair boy simply nodded.

He watched silently as she grabbed a couple more wires before setting them down on her rather large black dresser. She untangled the wires for a good two minutes before turning back to look at him. 'Oh geez' Yongguk tried to hide his smile at the semi sad face Kaira was sporting. "Hey, baby can you hook this up to the tv for me?" Oh look, her voice had a different pitch too. He noticed she had been doing that a lot lately to win him over. He'd gladly do whatever she wanted him to do anyway. Sighing he got off the bed, nd trudgeed over to the dresser.

He epertly took the wires from her grasp and set about putting them where they needed to go. Kaira watched him go to work intently, noicing how his brows twitched slghtly when he was a little more focused. "What?" Yongguk looked to her quickly before looking back at what he was dong, feeling her gaze on him.

"Nothing~" Kaira answered quickly.

Yongguk only eyed her warily before rtnring back to his work. "I got it" Yongguk announced after a few minutes, stepping back so Kaira could survey it herself. Apparently she was satisfied as she hugged him for a quick second before putting her attention elsewhere.

"Kamsahamnida~"

"Gwiyeoun" Yongguk chuckled, watching Kaira immediately set about doing whatever she needed to do to find what she was looking for. Yongguk set about looking around before fixating on the dresser drawer where he kept a few pair of clothes. "I'm gonna go take a shower" He announced, making his way over to the dresser to pull out whatever he planned on changing into. Kaira nodded, too engrossed in what she was doing.

By the time he had reentered her room, Kaira was too engrossed by the show playing on her tv. She sat lazily on her bed, Yongguk noticing that she had changed from her leggings into some track shorts and now donned some colorful socks. He wondered exactly what was so amazing that shehad to go throuh all he trouble of watching. All Yongguk saw were two black women speaking rather heatedly with eachother. Their english was to fast for him to really understand, but he could always ask Kaira what was going on. He chuckled and moved to drop his excess clothes in the hamper next to her bed before making himself comfortable a little behind Kaira.

It was a whole en minutes before Kaira noticed his presence behind her, her eyes looking at his lazy attire. "Wait, you're staying over again?" Yongguk nodded as he best he could in his current position, as he was laying on his side with his arm supporting his head. "I thought you told Himchan you'd be back at 8?" She questioned, moving her legs to sit more comfortably.

Yongguk shrugged, moving to lay on his side, his head laying on one of her large pillows. "I'm preoccupied" He absentmindedly played with the him of her large shirt.

"Wow you're turning into such a liar" Kaira frowned, twirling a piece of her hair around her finger. As much as she loved for Yongguk to spend the night and cuddle with him in the morning now was not the right day. He had been coming over so frequently now (she had noticed), and abruptly spent the night without any worries. He even had clothes over here he could slip into when he wanted to get comfortable. He was staying over too much and that might alert his already frazzled manager and even his CEO. Kaira sighed already imagining what could go wrong. "Yongguk you can't stay over tonight"

Said man immediately frowned at her words, his fingers no longer paying with the hem of her shirt. What? She didn't want him to stay over? What was this? He thought she'd be extremely happy to have him all to herself just he was to have her for those long nights and amazing mornings. Especially seeing how he was so busy with B.A.P the majority of the time that wasn't occupied by her. "You don't want me?" He started, rubbing the apex of his stomach lightly.

Kaira watched his shirt slowly ride up from the action but quickly shook her head to get back on point. He was not going to distract her with his body today. No matter how toned and hard it looked. "Yongguk please" She huffed, leaning back until her head rested on the side of his body, directly on where he had been rubbing before. Yongguk chuckled and removed his hand from under her, quickly brushinga way stray hairs from her face.

"Then why?" He questioned, even though he damn well knew the answer. He knew he had been saying over much too many times but he liked to keep that little fact out of his mind. The feeling he got being around Kaira overpowered the guilt so much that it didn't really phase him anymore. "No, I understand don't worry about it" He spoke before Kaira could reply, continuing when her worried expression didn't change for the better. "It's getting...dangerous. It might jeopardize our relationship, I'd rather do what I can to keep it stable." He was just being selfish, trying to spend so much time with her.

 

"I'll be leaving for Japan in a couple days" Yongguk started, making his way down the hallway towards the living room. It was around thirty minutes to eight now and he had decided he needed to leave now or else he'd be bombarded wth calls as to when he was leaving. He wasn't really sure where he had left the clothes he had taken off earlier, he noted that he should be a little more considerate about not leaving things skewed about. 

"Really? Promoting in Japan already?" Kaira replied, pleseantly suprised that they were already makig moves to appeal to the Japense market in the first place. They were in fact still rookies and had debuted not too long ago by her standards. She leaned on the back of the couch as Yongguk put back on the same shirt he had when he arrived. 

"Fanmeeting and some other things, didn't even know we had fans in Japan actually" Yongguk smoothed the fabric of the shirt before making sure his skinny jeans were tight enough around his hips. He honestly hadn't expected to go to Japan so suddenl either but apparently the demand was pretty high. He wasn't really sure about anywhere else, just the fact that they had fans all over the world was pretty much something he hadn't wrapped his head around fully yet.

Kaira herself knew better. "You'd be suprised. You guys have a lot fans everywhere" Which was true in all it's entirety. Whether he believed her or not she didn't know but she figured he'd found out for himself sooner or later. "When will you be back?" She asked, curious as to how long they were staying. Not too long she hoped, not to be selfish or anything.

Yongguk shrugged, making his way from the living room and adjacent open kitchen to the hallway that lead to the door "We're only staying for two weeks" He spoke after he noticed his grey jacket and shoes neatly on te side out of the way. He turned when he felt Kaira follow him into the hallways, just catching her rather upset expression. "Ah baby don't worry! They'll go by fast" He said, momentarily forgetting his jacket and shoes, otpting to walk over to Kaira and rest his hands on her sides right above her hip.

"I'm used to waiting. It's fine" Yongguk frowned at her words, hands massaging her sides. He knew she hadn't meant it in the way he had taken it, but he knew deep down it  was true. He hated not seeing Kaira over his absences, that's why he tried to come see her as much as he could during his ongoing work with B.A.P. He'd even leave sometimes between their schedule to see her and risk being yelled at by his manager. He didn't do that too often though, as Kaira had scolded him when she heard his manager over the phone.

He sighed noticing Kaira tense a bit when he removed his hands from her sides and reached for his grey jacket. "Chocolat thinks I should dye my hair purple. What do you think? What color do you want?" He started, trying to change the subject. He didn't wan her to ahave such a sullen look on her face when he was leaving. The one problem he knew about he couldn't fix right now, no matter how much he wanted to. Something like that would take time and tact. The right oppurtune moment. 

The change in subject seemed to work as Kaira's eyes widened slightly at his words. "For your next comeback? You guys just debuted not to long ago!" Kaira said exasperated, they had only just got on the scene and now they already thinking about the next album? It's not like they didn't get enough attention from their powerful debut anyway, Kaira knew that fairly well. She was one of the many peole wowed by it, and here she was a couple months later saying goodbye to said leader of the group.

"Promotions are almost finished for Secret Love. I've actually already written most of the songs for the next album and we're going through the last stages of development." He paused to play with the zipper on his jacket, he couldn't grab the end of it right. After a minute or two he finally zipped the jacket halfway up, leaving his black shirt semi exposed. "Plus, I enjoying making music. Sometimes I really can't help but write lyrics ya know?" 

Kaira nodded in understanding her hands fiddling with his snapbck that she had grabbed off the counter. She watched he put back on his shoes albeit clumsily. "Be careful okay?" She handed him the hat once he was finished with his shoes, watching him place it directly over the hood of the jacket cocked to the side sightly. He dressed like such a dork sometimes. "Pay attention to your fans they love you" Kaira continued solemnly noticing that he had basically what he came in with.

She now regretted not letting him stay the night. At least that would give them a little more time together. Then again it would probably end up hurting him more so than helping him so she quickly threw that thought out of the window. Yongguk, satisfied after fixing his black skinny jeans, grabbed Kaira's hand wit his own pulling her closer until tere wasn't any space left between them. "Pay attention to your man. He loves you" He smiled, placing his forehead against hers as best he could without knocking off his hat.

When Kaira began to smile he continued on, seeing that what he was doing was working exactly the way he wanted it to. "Make sure you cook a lot of delicious food so he can eat them when he gets back" Yongguk moved their joined hands so he could poke her stomach, causing Kaira to chuckle slightly.

"Make sure you eat enough too. He doesn't want you thinking you need to be super skinny"

"Be ready, he's gonna call you everyday"

Yongguk untangled his hands form hers and moved to cup both sides of her face, his thumbs wiping off the tears on her cheeks. "-and don't cry, it's only for a little while"

"You're making it worse~" Kaira whined, upset that she even gotten so emotional in the first place. It wasn't even that big a deal and she had started crying without even knowing it. She did not want to look like some child in front of Yongguk but if he hadn't started talking this way it wouldn't have affected her like it did. She grabbed both of his arms lightly, quicky losing the srength to move hem elsehwere,

"Haha sorry baby" Yongguk chuckled sadly. "You're just so cute" He wiped the rest of the wetness off her face as bes as he could and then proceeded to kiss both of her cheeks. Satisfied he moved his hand to wrap around her midsection, bringin her even closer. Kaira subconciously wrapped her arms around his neck. The stayed liked this for the better part of ten minutes, Yongguk rubbing heis face into her neck and Kaira occasionally tickling the hairs at the base of his.

Finally Yongguk loosened his grip stepping back to fix his hat and grab his keys off the hook on the wall. Kaira watched as he grabbed the doorknob, twisting it light so he could open the door a little."Be good" Yongguk gave her a fake warning,  Kaira rolling her eyes in response. He stepped out the door, Kaira moving forward to lean on it as he did so. 

"Don't do anything I wouldn't do" Kaira spoke up hearing his keys jingle in his hands as he put them in his pants pockets. Yongguk turned slightly and gave her such a ridiculous look she had to stop herself from snorting. "Anneyong" She said queity, wondering if anyone else was outside of the doors doing god knows what at the moment. 

Yongguk chuckled as she looked about, stepping forward again to give her another quick kiss before turning and heading towards the stairs. "Anneyong" Kaira watched as he gave her a peace sign before he started down the stairs. She didn't lose the door until she was sure she didn't hear his footsteps on the stairs anymore. She closed the door quietly, locking the locks before turning and walking back towards her room. She could faintly hear the tv in Gabby's room play some song she barely knew in english.

Sighing she closed her door before plopping onto her bed non to gracefully and burying her face into the nearest pilow she could reach. This ws going to be a really long two weeks, but she could just pick up more time at the Studio to keep herself occupied. Suddenly she heard te sound of her phone vibrating on her bed and without looking she reached for it as best she could.

It took the better part of two minutes but finally she felt her phone and grabbed it before lifting up her face and looking at the text she recieved. She stared at the Hangul for longer than she should have, wondering why he felt the need to text her while he was driving. What an idiot. The she smiled fondly at it before placing her phone back on her bed.

Kaira stayed like that or a little while before rolling off the bed to get clothes to change in. Seeing as Yongguk had taken a shower she really needed to take one herself. 

"I've never seen you cry before then and never want to see you cry ever again"

 

"Eh, Yeobsaeyo. This is JR speaking, who's calling?"

"This is YG. This is the number for Kaira's home right?"

"Oh yea, this is her home number. What did you need something from her?"

"Yea, I need to speak to her"

"Well you can't talk to her right now since she's sleeping"

"Wake her up"

"I said she's sleeping"

"And I said wake her up"

"Call. back. later."

"Why the hell are you over by her house when she's sleeping?"

"What business is that of yours?"

"It damn well is my ing business! That's my-"

"Look dude. What the did I just tell you? Call back later. Kaira need's rest and not bull right now."

"Fine, Just tell me why you're there"

"I'm taking care of her. Now bye"

JR clicked the end button without hesitation, throwing the phone across the room where it landed on the air mattress in front of the TV. 'Who the does she run with? es?' Of course he was irritated now, his slender hands fidgeting as he slumped more into the sofa. He almost forgot about Kaira's head in his lap, stopping his movements abruptly when she moved slightly. He waited a few minutes more before slumping until he could he could rest his feet on the coffee table before him. He tried to focus on the program showing on TV, his hand moving to ruffle his hair.

"Who was that..?" JR didn't bother giving her a reaction, he'd figured she'd awoken a little bit. He resolved to ignore her question as her voice was a bit scratchy and could easily be missed. However his dark eyes looking downward for a quick check and met her dark brown eyes and slightly sickly face. He sighed, not used to giving in. "Some rude guy. Forgot his name"

He figured she wouldn't care too much as she only shrugged it off went back into the position she was in before. Pretty soon he'd have to get up and go to the dance studio for the afternoon classes he'd be teaching himself. Kaira had gotten progressively sicker and he being a man had decided to stick around until Gabrielle came back from the store. Hanuel was sleeping in her own room at the moment.

Actually Gabby had made him stay while she left, something that didn't sit well with JR at all seeing as he was a grown man. Technically. Well. He was in his last year of highschool so that meant something right?

 

"What's wrong with Bang?" Chocolat looked over to the remaining members.Youngjae, Daehyun and Jongup smiled nervously, while Himchan opened his mouth as if he were about to speak but closed it again, but Zelo looked the most clueless out of the five of them. "He's just irritated, you know, stayed up to long writing some new lyrics" Youngjae quickly answered, the other boys ( minus Zelo ) nodded in agreement. Chocolat gave them an 'I don't believe you but I'll leave it alone' look before going over their wardrobes one last time. By the time Yongguk was dressed Chocolat had already left to attend to her other duties. 

He exhaled a long drawn out breath before slumping into one of the barber chairs in the room and twisting around so he faced the mirror. Youngjae decided this was te time to speak up when they were well enough alone. "Hyung, if you don't get it together Manager-nim will notice something's up and you won't be able to keep Kaira" Yongguk barely registered that Youngjae was even talking, and if he had he didn't acknowledge it.

"Who's Kaira?" Zelo looked to Youngjae, but Youngae didn't answer him.

Daehyun watched Yongguk carefully before speaking. "I think you're overreacting." His hyung's response was almost immediate. His chair swerved around and Yongguk stood up defensively. "How in the hell am I overreacting? Some guy is at her hou-"

Daehyun calmly continued looking at his hyung, not so much phased by his frustration and anger. He knew he wasn't mad at him per say, and that made it easier to handle the situation. "Did that 'guy' even hint at anything more with Kaira?" He locked eyes with Yongguk, his gaze shooting through Yongguk's resolve like a bullet. "Or did you jump to conclusions?"

"Who's Kaira?" Zelo tried again, but was blatantly ignored.

Exasperated to prove his point, Yongguk's gesticulations became harsher and his voice somewhat louder from his frustration ."He said he was 'Taking care of her' take it as you will, but that doesn't sit well with me. She has two female roommates to take care of her, why the hell is he there?" The room became eerily quite after he had finished his sentence and  Yongguk looked around at his Dongsaengs for any other explanation. When there was none he sat back down roughly in the chair, leaning back as far as the chair would allow him. Youngjae watched his hyung with an unreadable amount of concern on his face. "Do you honestly think she'd do that to you?" He asked quietly, he had no idea what kind of person Kaira was as he had never met her, but he be damned if any girl would do anything like that in this situation.

Yongguk muttered something unintelligible before leaning his forehead on his palm, his leg not resting on the the chair's metal foot rest moving so he could turn slightly. "If you have the right to act like this then she has the right to throw it right back at you tenfold" Yongguk gave Himchan a confused look, and the other boys groaned in disappointment.

Daehyun scooted up his chair closer to the group and hunched over, the other boys doing the same. He looked to Yongguk to see if he was paying attention before speaking. "Let's think about this hyung. " He wasn't going to go off on what Himchan said per se but it had given him an idea of what direction he wanted to go with this. He only hoped it would improve Yongguk's mood. They'd been in Japan for a little over a week now and slowly is attitude had declined signifigantly, it had gotten worse yesterday when he apparently had made the call that was the cause of the whole conservation now.

"Who's Kaira?"

Daehyun ignored Zelo and continued. "She's dating an idol, an Idol adored by millions, with many fangirls who proclaim their love to him. He's also surrounded by beautiful korean women at any given time." Yongguk jolted forward from his seat to defend himself, 

 Daehyun however completely cut him off and continued with his list of findings. "She's normal, she's already an outsider in Korea somewhat. She's BLACK, which is enough for to get prejudice for. From what you tell me she's not small, which might lead her to be self concious here. This could lead to depression, plus the fact that you are indeed hiding the relationship-"

Yongguk's mouth opened to retaliate again but Daehyun held up his hand to silence him. "-Which has it's understandings but it makes it worse on her since she could start to believe that you are too ashamed to make it public. I'm just stating facts and possibilities here" He finished, watching his hyung sit back in his chair in defeat. He at least hoped Yongguk owuld let that mull around in his head for now, and he was only making observations. He'd never met the girl before ever in his life and he certaintly hadn't known she existed until Jongup and Himchan had filled him in.

"-And how would it feel for you to come to her about possible cheating when she's dealing with that?" Youngjae added, desperately wanting to add his own input into the mix.

"Or you could stop while you're ahead. " Himchan piped but earned a less than happy look from Yongguk. "Just a suggestion"

"Who's Kaira?" Zelo practically yelled during the silence, the remaining members giving him collective looks of warning. Zelo shrugged, not phased by their faces at all. Youngjae sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose while speaking in a much quieter tone. 

"Hyung's Jagiya"

"Ah! Since when!?"

Yongguk looked to the other members questioningly. How in the hell did the maknae not know? He'd kept it a pretty good secret from the staff members, manager and even the CEO of TS Entertainment. The other members had picked up on it easily, well Jongup and Himchan who he guess had told Daehyun and Youngjae, so he figured Zelo would've known too. "It's been about two months Zelo, I'm surprised you didn't know about it sooner"

Zelo shrugged, unhappy that he hadn't indeed known about it earlier. He was pretty good at knowing what Yongguk was doing and why, but this whole thing had pretty much eluded him until now. Even though he wanted to be angry he couldn't help but admire how well his hyung had kept it under wraps.  He still had so much to learn. "Can we meet her?" He interrupted whatever his hyung's were saying about said person, he wanted to meet this girl so bad now.

Yongguk sighed at Zelo's hopeful expression,  his hands twitching to up his own perfectly layered hair by running them through it. He didn't want to be scolded though, especially since he'd done more than enough disappearing acts weeks before. "Maybe one day, I'm not sure how we can arrange that right now...."

 

"Hey, I'm back!" JR yelled as his loudly slammed the door behind him, fumbling with the items in his hands before trudging down the small hallway to the living room and open kitchen. Gabrielle sat nonchalantly on the couch, not acknowledging his existence whatsoever, too engrossed by the drama on the tv. "Oh no that's fine. Don't help me" Jr countered, placing the box on the floor.

"Okay. Since you insisted" Gabrielle answered, making no move to meet his gaze.  

"Rude" Jr muttered, going into the kitchen for a glass of water. When he was finished he waked back into the living room, casually sipping said drink before leaning on the couch directly behind Gabrielle. What the hell was she even watching? He didn't peg Gabby as someone who enjoyed these types of things.

"Your breath stinks" Gabrielle piped up suddenly, causing JR to almost spill the contents of his cup on the back of the chair. His eyes narrowed.

He had to fight the urge to say something extremely rude, something that was part of his nature. He was literally fighting against himself to be nice. "Such a charming woman" He finally said, eyes glossing over the back of her head and her thighs before looking elsewhere.

Gabrielle finally turned a god amount to look at him square in the face, her lips tight and forming a thin line. "Yea, how about you put that stuff up baby boy" She pointed past him towards the box he had just brought in.

"I'm not a child"

Gabrielle scoffed, facing forward again before grabbing the remote and rewinding to the parts she had missed. "You're in highschool. You're a child"

JR gritted his teeth, putting the up down non to gently before picking up the box. "This 'child' has a paying job, a car, and good looks" He seethed stopping to give Gabby what for.

"...but you still live with your mother don't you?"

This question was met with silence, which Gabbriielle confirmed was a yes in her book. She couldn't see JR's semi angry face turn into a confident one, his trademark smirk on his face. He moved down he hall toward's Kaira's room knocking on the door. "You'll come around" JR muttered, eyes lingering on her position on the couch before entering Kaira's door.

 

Any other time he'd just bust through the door like this was his house, but he figured he'd give his co worker friend whatever the benefit of the doubt since she was sick. 

At first the three of them had thought she'd just had a cold, but the symptoms kept getting worse in worse to the point that Hanuel concluded that she had the flu. By that point they had confined her to her room instead of letting her lounge in the living room.

There she was, cocooned under 4 sets of comforters, head barely peeking from her hiding place. He vaguely wondered if she was sleeping, the medicine she took did seem to knock her out for a good amount of time. A wail came from under the comforters and JR couldn't help but chuckle a little at her mini squirming session before her whole head popped out. "How're you doing?"

Kaira moved her legs to give JR some room to sit down on her bed. He plopped down without hesitation, making Kaira bounce up a little bit. JR only smirked mischievously  fingers tapping idly on the box he held in his lap. Kaira glared back at him, gathering as much cover as she could in her hands. "I'm really, really, really cold. It is freezing" She gave a violent shiver as if on cue. "Why is it so cold?"

A flash of concern was apparent on his face but it quickly disappeared and was replaced with a nonchalant attitude. Kaira still saw however, and lifted the corners of in a small smile. He could try to hide his concern over her as much as he wanted, she knew he cared regardless. JR scowled, lightly hitting her feet as she poked his . "Comes with the sickness. You took your medicine right?" He watched as her head bobbed up and down in confirmation. "Good"

 

It was much later at night when Kaira was woken up by her ringtone. Dazed and confused she reached for her phone slowly and brought it closer so she could see who exactly was calling. When she was the name YG she quickly pressed accept and put the phone to her ear.

"Yeobsaeyo?"

"Hello?"

"Kaira! You sound terrible."

"Yea, you woke me up and I'm dealing with the flu right now"

"Aww, my poor Jagi" 

"I got the package you sent."

"Oh really?"

"I love it so much, it's so big and fluffy"

"You do know there's something in the heart he's holding right?"

"There is?"

"-but don't open it now. Wait till you're off the phone"

"Okay-"

"When are you coming back?"

"A couple days, then I can come see you"

"NO"

"Why not?"

"You'll get sick"

"I don't care-"

"Bang, no. You know full well that's not a good idea."

"Augh. Why is always some stopping me form seeing you"

"Real life"

"No I just think the wold is against us"

"True"

"Are you tired?"

'No"

"Kaira go to sleep. You need rest"

"Nooo, I'm not tired. I want to talk to you"

"It's better if you get some rest so you can get better faster. So when I am back in Korea I can go ahead and come over"

"I don't like you"

"Ah yes you do~"

"Yonggie"

"Hmm"

"I love you"

"I love you too...and one day we won't have to keep this whole thing a 'secret' I promise."

"It's okay. I understood what I was getting into when I siad yes"

"I know, but..."

"Don't worry about it. As long as you're here"

"The irony is that I'm not"

"Shut up"

"You know what I meant, but ah, one question."

"Yea?"

"Who's JR?"

"My assistant at the dance studio I work at. We're kind of friends I guess, in between all the insults. Why?"

"Oh, nothing. Anyway, I'm gonna let you go so you can sleep. I'll try to call you tomorrow alight babe?"

"Yea yea, Night"

"Night"

Kaira put her phone back on the bed, her eyes looking towards the large Rilakkuma bear on the floor near her bed. It was way too large to stay on the bed with her, so she had chosen that spot to suffice. Quickly she gotof the beed, kneeling infront of said bear before ping the hear it held in the middle. Inside Kaia could see something glistneing in he light, curious she took it out and held it so she could see. "Oh~" 

It was a necklace, a silver necklace. Attatched to it was what looked like a broken dog tag. Her half said something akin to "May the, watch, us to make, we keep, covenant, we are out, other's", which didn't really make sense by itself. It looked like a bible quote and Kaira gently rubbed the tiny diamond embedded in it. "I wonder what it says when you put it together" She shrugged, putting the necklace around her neck securely. Satisfied Kaira went back to close the heart, just now noticing a folded piece of paper in it. She took it out and put it to the side, working to close the heart first before picking it up and unraveling it. "lord keep, between, sure that, this, when, of each, sight"

Oh! That must be the other half! Kaira lifted the necklace so she could read it again, putting the two messaes together. "May the lord keep watch betwen us to make sure that we keep this covenant when we are out of each other's sight" Kaira blinked, rereading hemesage again. Was this for her? A confirmaion that he wouldn't be out oing what he shouldn't be? Of course Kaira worried about that sometimes he was in fact famous and many girls claimed they were his 'wife'. Many beautiful girls were always around  him, but Kaira had to tell herself that she was an important peice in his live, even before she knew who he truly was.

"Alright then Yongguk, that's a promise"

 

JR just gets a few hours afterschool to study and do his homework and then it's off to the dance studio. So while Yongguk and Kaira's relationship went through a little bump, we'll be seeing if JR can convince Gabby to get past his age. Oh that's exactly the same necklace my aunt and my uncle got, it's really cute, and I like the meaning of it so I put it in. Anyway sorry for taking so long to update. I hope you guys enjoyed it, it's about 11,000 words XD

SO YEA. ZICO COMES IN NEXT CHAPTER. After that he's pretty constant in the story along with Block B. I can't wait to show you how they act around Kaira, I love writing them together so much because they're dorks.

Until then,

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