Never would have Felix thought he'd ever break up with Chan. Their relationship might have lasted barely one month but it had felt like a whole year. The past week though had felt like ten years. Ten years of tears, of pain, of sadness all because Chan thought he wasn't enough for Felix.
Sighing to himself, Felix looked outside. Raining cats and dogs on a Saturday evening. Even the weather was feeling him. He got up and decided to go to the convenience store five minutes away to buy some alcohol and snacks to watch any movie to get his mind off Chan. He grabbed a hoodie, his keys and went out.

Walking through the aisles, he finds himself in front of the soft drinks. Despite himself, he searched for that one drink he once bought for Chan. It was a peach flavoured smoothie that was in a bottle which looked like that Kakao Friends' character, Apeach. Chan had found it so cute and incredible that from all the flavours Felix had unknowingly picked his favourite. Lightly smiling to himself, Felix grabbed one before walking to where the snacks were located. Looking around, his eyes immediately caught Chan's favourite. Chan, who was terribly unable to eat spicy food always preferred spicy crisps. Felix took one before grabbing his own favourite, honey buttered ones, and made his way to the cashier. He had wanted to buy alcohol when at home but now realised that it probably wasn't that good of an idea. He paid and made his way home.

The rain had become heavier in the five minutes he had spent inside the store and he was starting to feel cold. Summer rain wasn't supposed to be that cold but he thought that the sorrow and pain he was feeling were making it harder for him. He thought of Chan again. Chan, who loved the rain so much. Chan, who was probably safe somewhere, looking at the rain falling all over Seoul. Chan, who Felix wanted to see so he could tell him how much he cared about him, how much he loved him. Because Felix had realised that he loved Chan when the latter broke up with him. That's actually what hurt him the most. The fact that Chan hadn't even given him a chance to tell him how he felt about him