Im so excited since im back in Korea really i can't wait to see myungsoo its been 5 years since we met everytime i would normally give him money to help his mom !! I wonder if he and his mom are still in korea! :)

i was knocking on a door a door which i use to cry when i heard about L's mom it was like a year without rain when i was not in Korea..

"Can i help you?" A lady in a black dress said

"Is Myungsoo here?" I asked 

"Sorry but Myungsoo and his mom dose not stay here anymore" She said closing the door

"Wait !!!! Do you know where they stay now?" I asked trying to stop her from closing the door

"Do i look like a google map ? And Fyi even if you want to know im not giving it out to strangers like you!" She banged the door right infront of my face

Tears stared feeling in my eyes i thought to myself am i bad? I regret leaving him and worst of all deleting him from my heart..

Your warmth

Your smell

Your touch

I miss it all

Myungsoo im sorry but i can't stop thinking of you .. Because I love you..