Freen never truly understood why people say "never catch feelings to any of your bestfriends" because isn't that the dream ending? facing every day with your bestfriend and lover? they'd know you like no one else and they would know how to handle you with each and every mood you can possibly be in. She respects their opinion but she just couldn't wrap her head around the idea of letting that go.

Then came Rebecca. 

Rebecca and Freen were partners, in ways they haven't clearly defined. Hell, it even took them a year to establish that they were bestfriends even when they were already inseparable within 1 month of knowing each other. Some people just fit in your life like they were meant to be there — like a spot were always theirs to occupy. That's what they are for each other, they were each other's "person." 

And Freen's never been more conflicted

How...

How do you get the dream without risking life? 

How can I even dream to have an us when losing you is the risk I couldnt even imagine taking? 

And how... how do you expect me to live my life in the sidelines knowing you are the only love of my life?