"Baby what's up? We are doing  Vlive! I miss you! Come soon!" Taehyung left kookie another text in his phone. He knows he is at the gym. He is boxing right after their concert. He have barely eaten anything the whole day. & now he is working out again! The thought of it makes taehyung angry. But he knows now is not the time. Because kookie is already mad at him for something. What is that he has no idea. He has been trying to figure that out for nearly a week now. But it's very difficult to talk things out, when there's a concert going on. The preparation is super hectic, no matter how many years they've been doing it, it still feels the same. The pressure, the schedule everything, time flies in the bangtan life in a whim. And jungkook, he is still a mystery to taehyung at times. When he was a teen, it was so much better he thinks. He would pout & come to him barking shouting straight rather than putting on a poker face & putting things inside. He was so transparent, his emotions were so raw, things would get very ugly very fast with rollercoaster of crying, shouting & making scene at the dorm, but at the end taehyung would calm him down somehow. & he would sulk under his T-shirt while taehyung would cradle him like a baby. The beautiful days still feels like a dream to him. They have been together since 8 years now. At first there were lots of jealousy, confusion & misunderstanding, they were both too young & being a Kpop idol with a romantic love for another band member is literally the worst scenario that one can imagine. It took them a long time to accept they love each other romantically & that's how it is. Once they accepted it there came the real challenge. How to work it through. Countless of drama of hiding the reality of their relationship & not being able to proudly say we are each other's boyfriend, the lack of being able to declare & label each other- it all were just adding up to the fuel. They burnt together, got soaked together, but they chose to stay. Because they didn't know how but it was somehow impossible to stay apart. As if it was medically impossible to separate them. So they stayed & it was so beautiful. When taehyung thinks about their love story he can't help being proud & emotional. It was one hell of a journey. Now it's 2022, they've been together since 8 years, they know each other like the palm of their hand, yet there's still this fire between them. The fire that never gets out of fuel cause jungkook this man is unbelievably & unthinkably in love with Kim taehyung & so is he. How that's possible taehyung doesn't know. They still both fear losing each other, & try their hardest to be with each other as if their life depends on it. Maybe because the whole world is probably gonna be against them if they came out to public. Maybe if they were two normal people in love, it would be a normal love that calms down after 8 years. But for them, the love didn't calm down. It just got fiery & fierce. Taehyung takes a deep breath & text again. "Hi I miss you baby.come please.sooonn" 

After typing it, he glances at hobi who is chatting up with Jimin & laughing together about something. Hobi was side eyeing him trying to understand why taehyung is so restless. He smiles at him trying to ensure he is fine. He should really engage more in the conversation, it's their vlive afterall. They are in public & there is Kim taehyung being a lovesick forlorn sulking about his boyfriend jungkook who isn't replying him because he is busy boxing. & the reason he is boxing right after practice is also he is mad at taehyung for something that he can't figure out! Taehyung feels relieved that these fans have no idea what's going on in his mind. If they knew, they'd probably be super shocked. Taehyung changed his position again trying to get comfortable but no amount of position will get him out of the uneasement of his heart unless kookie comes & tells him exactly that he loves him & everything is fine. But that guy isn't replying. A text! Is it from kookie? Can it be?

Taehyung's heart drops a bit immediately after seeing jungkook's text "coming. 5 mins" how can this guy still make his heart pounding like that? What sorcery is this?!!

He can't help smiling. His kookie is coming after all! He suddenly goes back to the photo of him & jungkook dressing up each other & going for their date vacation recently. He goes up & shares the photo to the fans with  tiny detail of their trip. He is sure hobi hyung & jimin both are surprised at his comment inside. It's a private thing, why is he sharing this now? Well, he knows kookie likes it. Every time he mentions him at his vlive, interview or something, it makes him feel special. & he feels assured & loved. He knows that very well. So, for the sake of his boyfriend who is mad at him for something, he could take this tiny risk of dropping one little bomb of their private life to public like that! It's no big deal! Jungkook is here, finally. He reaches out to touch his arms. This guy just came from gym & is all sweaty but taehyung loves him just like that. He wanted to kiss him but now it's not possible. Jungkook says hello to the fans & looking for a place to sit but jimin is right beside him. He talks to jimin telepathically chingu ah Jung kookie is mad, please let him sit next to me. He will become more mad if he can't sit next to me now. Jimin failed to understand his telepathy & he goes to sit next to jimin. Taehyung feels frustrated looking at kookie he knows he is getting angrier with time. What can he do now? Hobi hyung asks if jungkook wants food. Taehyung knows he will say no. Never in his life will jungkook say yes to food when he is visibly angry at taehyung. Still taehyung tries. He brings his cutesy worried voice & asks him if he will eat ice cream ? He obviously says No. This guy hasn't eaten anything how can I calm him down & make him eat something ! Taehyung is brainstorming but can't reach to any conclusion! Only if he had a clue what has made jungkook angry in the first place. Exactly then as if to throw fire in the already existing burning ground, jimin puts his hand in jungkook's thigh to check out his muscle. Taehyung initially screamed "NO WTF WHAT ARE YOU DOING JIMINIAH." Obviously annoyed jungkook immediately looks at taehyung they exchange a glance. & Taehyung could read jungkook's eyes like an open book "yes you let me sit here next to your best friend while he checks out my thigh & you stand there like I'm nothing to you. Yes. That's the man for me? Okay I deserve this? Okay." And taehyung couldn't stop his frustration which hobi hyung seem to catch the drama & looks at taehyung while panicking what are you doing we are on camera face. & taehyung tries to play it cool. Jimin somehow understands the message & casually goes by in the front leaving the sit empty for jungkook and taehyung. finally. Now taehyung can show some affection & win him over hopefully. Even tho he is unsure what he can do to make the man feel better. His stomach is feeling weird after eating so he tries to lay back & kookie understands immediately. No matter how mad he is he can't stop worrying for his boyfriend. He touches the part of his boyfriend he loves the most-his chest & asks if he feels okay. Asking him to eat more apple. Taehyung felt a small air passing through his ribs. Kookie is talking to him like normal again. It's the best chance. But kookie wants to go shower, trying to leave, & taehyung panicked & wants to leave to. In front of the camera, hobi hyung can't help laugh at taehyungs panick. As if to reassure him jungkook asks taehyung to stay. But as if taehyung will ever let this opportunity pass by. He grabs his boyfriend tight with a side hug & can feel jungkook being relaxed little by little. More time god, more time with this man like this & I can wear his anger down! He mumbles to himself. Finally the vlive has ended. Jungkook tries to go shower while hobi hyung jokes about taehyung being super obvious in camera & Jimin pouting at him forcefully making him sit other direction everyone was joking when jungkook gives a cold smile & say "do you think even in a million years people will believe he loves me only me no matter what he does?" Everyone stops at jungkook's almost heart breaking uttering of those words. Hobi tries to speak, while taehyung at loss tries to speak too. Kookie ah, is that how you feel? I don't love you enough ? 
"No I didn't say that. I said no matter how much you love me, people will never believe you or me. They'll never believe in our love"

"yah jungkook, I love you. Who cares if some people don't believe in that? Is that why you are sulking these past week? "

"I, jungkook stops and then says again "I want to be yours & I want you to be mine. Completely mine. I am tired of doing fan service. I'm tired of making a fool of myself as if everyone & you is the same. I can't do it anymore. I want us to shine, I want people to look at us & know we mean to each other. I want that. I know I'm selfish but I want that. I love jimin hyung & others, but I love you only as my other half. You know I said love is half half. I want you to be my other half of love. You only. None else." Jungkook can't hold himself up dropping tears breaking his voice a little

taehyung runs over to him pulling him to a hug. "but you have me. Only you have me. None else have me. Just you. Just you...And im doing it little by Little don't you see? I take your name all the time, I tell the world about you. Why do you think I do that? I do that because of you. Because I want them to know I have you too. Im proud of us. Everything that we own & everything we've been through & im proud of you. Now that bts is going through a hiatus, let's do everything we wanted to do. I'll take you everywhere. I'll take your name in every chance I take. I'll put you first because it's only you. Because love is half half & my other half is you. It's always been you. Like it's destiny."

"it is destiny." Jungkook murmures while being hugged by the man he loves more than the whole world.