Tonight is colder than usual, I don't know if it the weather or it's just me. It's been weeks, months maybe, after me and her broke up but I still waiting for her text or call.

Then my phone light up and there is a notification call from a number that I block, that's her number. I don't know if I should feel happy or anxious about it but what I really know, I can't ignore her call or text.

I unblock her number and waiting for her to call me again or I will just text her if she not calling me again.

My phone ringing, I swipe my phone screen and accept her call, it's just a silent in the other line, "hello?", I tried my best so my voice not gonna sounds like I trembling.

"hai", she said. The voice that used to be my favorite sounds and it's been so long since I heard it. 
Honestly, it's painful to hear it, maybe the wound in me is not healed yet or maybe it just hurt remembering how we used to be so close and now we are so far.

Me anxiously waiting, 'what's she gonna say to me?' after all this time we distancing ourself from each others.