It had been a long time since I wrote anything. Maybe I should start again as I keep overthinking. I used to go to the library to rent books but books nowadays didn't interest me anymore. So, I stopped going there. I used to go and eat something spicy in the restaurant alone. Unfortunately, my favourite restaurant had been closed for good. So, I stopped going there too. Nowadays, I walk and walk. It still keep my minds wandered away but in a good portions. The truth is I like to ramble just about anything with the strangers because they didn't know me and their judgemental didn't hurt me like the people who close to me. There are so many times I want to run away. Just to abandon everything and run far far away. In the dramas or movies, no matter how far they running away, eventually they will have to face the reality. So, if I run away, will all this reality vanish too or it will just be there?