dear yuji,

you know me, I have never once regretted anything
you know that I live life with no regrets
I move fully knowing the consequences
but you unexpectedly happened you see

I have regrets, I lied to you as well
I regret that I had let you and me die
I have sorries that never reached you
I had promises that were never made true

I lied about not wanting you back
I lied to you and to myself
I lied when I drove away
I lied when I pushed you away

I don't know why I'm even writing this
But what I do want you to know is
It's been so lonely without you, Yuji
And maybe soon, It won't be.