jennie pov

its been 4 years, 4 years of living without my lisa, 4 years of longing for her love,presence,kisses,voice and touch, after that day, she didn't show up again, i tried to find her but i didn't see her, i wanted to explain to her everything but i didn't get a chance, this is all because of that named kai, lisa's bestfriend, this is because of him, he threaten me that if i won't obey all of his orders he will tell to my dad why i am so that my dad will kill lisa, i obey him, when he said that i will pretend to be cold to her,when i use cellphone and pretend that i'm happy talking him through the phone when lisa is around, i know i ed up, i know i hurt her so bad but if only i got the chance to explain it to her, it's my fault too, i believe him that he has contact to my father, i was a big fool, i'm such a fool, i miss her so much, i miss the love of my life, i tried to find her, the whole korea i tried but still i couldn't, i snap back to reality when my phone rang 

"hello? ms. lee?"

"mommy! it's me luhan!"

"oh! why baby? something happen?"

"m-momm-y...."

"baby?? what's wrong why are you crying?!? hhhuuh?!"

"i-i- need y-you m-mo-----"

with that i heard nothing to the other line but a toot, i hurriedly go out and drive to home, my son... i hope nothing happen to him or else i won't forgive my self, i already lose lisa please god not our son...please... i call my secretary to attend the important meeting because i'm on emergency... a minutes later i got home hurriedly find my son i heard him screaming my for help i didn't waste any second i go to the room where the sound came from i open the door immediately and i saw ms. lee holding a broom and my son on the floor crying hardly, ms. lee's eyes got widen when she saw me, my son on the other hand quickly stood up and run towards me, i'm not stupid not to know what is happening... i was so angry .. i walk towards her and grab her hair now she was creaming for help and begging for mercy i drag her from the room to outside the house...

"ms. kim, i'm sorry ahhhh!"

"shut up you ! you dared to lay a hands on my son! i didn't even do that to him once!" 

"m-ms. k-kim, i-i didn't me--- "

*slap* 

"p-ple---"

*slap*

"you!!! i will send you t hell! motherer!"

i beat her that time and called the police after she passed out and  i did make sure that she will suffer , how dare she? i trusted her but she did that to my son?! how dare she!  not even  once i lay my hands on my son in a bad way.... after i called the police i found my son in his room crying his tears is still visible on his checks, i feel so sorry, i feel so bad to my self, i'm his mom but i can't protect him... but i promise that from now on i am the one who will protect him, i'm not going to leave her in someone else side, i hug my son from behind and close my eyes to sleep.....

-lisa pov-

i'm here in my office busy  working when my phone rang, i answer it without looking who is the caller 

"hello?"

"yah!!! MANOBAL!!!"

"what  the ?!i'm not deaf! you don't have  shout!!!"

"sorry not sorry!, but where the hell are you?!"

"in your heart...."

" i'm not playing, you didn't came home we waited you here in your house whole night"

"who said that i'm going home use your brain..."

"that's why we are here because we use our brain!!! you know? where are you i'm going to kill you!"

"here in my office come here around 10 because i have meeting bye!" 

i didn't her to speak i hang up the phone, what's with that idiot tho, tsk, sometime i'm asking my self why did i friends with them they are weird,  jisoo is the oldest among us but sometimes she act like 3 yo kid... tsk tsk tsk, i snap out when someone knock the door i said come in the door open revealing my secretary dahyun who is also my friend, 

"boss, M."

"yeahh?"

"the ceo of JL company want's to have meeting here in your office"

"why?"

" i don't know why, she said she's the one who will tell you the reason,,she's outside now."

" is that so, okay let her in"

dahyun bowed at me and walk outside i clean the  little mess in my table, i feel tat the person is already standing in front of me, i stand up and look at her, that's when my world  stop and i felt pain in my heart..

 

[to be continue... char.. :)]