I cant sleep. I can hear dogs howling outside, the semi-loud sound of the clock ticking,  the lack of noise makes it sound more louder and kinda irritating. Its already 1:37 am, no thoughts in my mind………..well actually maybe there is, its bugging me every night exactly at this hour. She’s captivating and I’m captivated, just like any other day I always see her when I entered the room. Her light hazel brown eyes is more evident against the sun with that same expression I see every weekdays. That’s what’s keeping me awake, at first I thought maybe I’m high  even though I don’t do drugs, but its been 3 months and 26 days I don’t know anymore. I keep on thinking about every single feature she has, every single move she does kinda weird but its keeping me up all night and I really don’t like how she has that much of an effect to me.

I’m a big fan of imagining hypothetical things I guess.

I can talk to her comfortably before but now I cant even spare a glance at her when she’s close my whole system will go all ed up, panicking I guess.