Part Three

1 Step Forward, 3 Steps Back

The Next Day 

Sehun:*rolls over the bed reaches for Suho's feels his side empty sits up*Hyung...

Silence

Sehun:Jagiya..*looks around the room*

Chanyeol:*humming to himself in the kitchen cooking breakfast*

Sehun:*walking into the kitchen rubbing his eyes*Yeollie hyung did hyung leave this morning

Chanyeol:Oh nae he had a early morning meeting today he didn't tell you

Sehun:He did but I didn't expect it to be this early in the morning

Chanyeol:Ah he left early because he wanted to meet up with Jonghyun at the cafe to catch up 

Sehun:Ahh I see..*plops down on the chair*

Chanyeol:So I'm guessing you didn't get the chance to speak to him

Sehun:How could I when I went to our bedroom he was fast asleep now this morning he's gone 

Chanyeol:I mean you have to let hyung know what he heard it's a misunderstanding though I'm sure it'll blow off once he knows

Sehun:You know how he is with confrontation especially when his mind comes to the conclusion on what is wrong

Chanyeol:Look it's  just a small bump in the road there's nothing you and hyung can't over come there was things much worse before *pats his shoulder*

Sehun:I hope your right *covers his face*

Chanyeol:I know so this is you and junmyeon hyung we're talking about *half smiles*

With Suho and Jonghyun

Jonghyun:But did you let him explain his conversation with yeol

Suho:*sighs shakes his head holding his cup tears roll down his cheeks*

Jonghyun:Aish myeonnie you need to stop running away from things like that

Suho:But what if what I think is true..what if he has had enough of me being scared and wants to just end it

Jonghyun:This is Sehunnie we are talking about the man who has been in love with you since the beginning and been your pillar through your ups and downs you honestly think he'd let you go that fast or his love for you

Suho:But everyone has their limits hyung 

Jonghyun:Sure there is limits and I understand your point of views on each side you you're just scared of ruining his image being with you but with sehunnie his view is so what this is your guys is relationship not the whole world it's on you two to fight for each other

Suho:*looks down*

Jonghyun:I'm not taking sides myeonnie but from what I'm coming to conclusions from sehun's view you heard it he just doesn't want to hide what you two have when everyone else around you same gender or not love are openingly and proudly showing it when they've been together as long as you two have yet you stil hide behind the shadows

Suho:It's just having a love like ours has so much consequences...i dont care about what it could do for me but I can't let it take Sehunnie now 

Jonghyun:Knowing Sehunnie do you honestly think he scares look at the sunbaenims we're all close to Yunho Jaejoongie hyungs Eunhyukkie and Donghae hyung their love is the exact same but look at them they are making it through and I'm not comparing they went through consequences but they did it together you can not shoulder it by yourself it's give and take in a relationship myeonnie 

Suho:And I know that trust me I am willing to give it my all for our love I am

Jonghyun:Then what is stopping you from doing that 

Suho:If he realizes once we are out there with our love..that I was never good enough or enough for him..*more tears fall*

Jonghyun:Junmyeon-ah *hurt grabs onto his head trying to comfort him*

Suho:*sniffs*Sehun means so much to me more than I can explain but I fear sooner or later he deserves so much more than someone like me

Jonghyun:Tsk *sighs caressing the back of his hand*

 

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Soneforever2
#1
Chapter 1: Poor Sehun, he just wants to be able to love Junmyeon freely but it is hard because Junmyeon wants to be cautious.
Hunhoiran #2
Chapter 1: Hello, can I translate this into my own language?
Do not worry, I will write your name
kg3yama
#3
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