Part Three
1 Step Forward, 3 Steps BackThe Next Day
Sehun:*rolls over the bed reaches for Suho's feels his side empty sits up*Hyung...
Silence
Sehun:Jagiya..*looks around the room*
Chanyeol:*humming to himself in the kitchen cooking breakfast*
Sehun:*walking into the kitchen rubbing his eyes*Yeollie hyung did hyung leave this morning
Chanyeol:Oh nae he had a early morning meeting today he didn't tell you
Sehun:He did but I didn't expect it to be this early in the morning
Chanyeol:Ah he left early because he wanted to meet up with Jonghyun at the cafe to catch up
Sehun:Ahh I see..*plops down on the chair*
Chanyeol:So I'm guessing you didn't get the chance to speak to him
Sehun:How could I when I went to our bedroom he was fast asleep now this morning he's gone
Chanyeol:I mean you have to let hyung know what he heard it's a misunderstanding though I'm sure it'll blow off once he knows
Sehun:You know how he is with confrontation especially when his mind comes to the conclusion on what is wrong
Chanyeol:Look it's just a small bump in the road there's nothing you and hyung can't over come there was things much worse before *pats his shoulder*
Sehun:I hope your right *covers his face*
Chanyeol:I know so this is you and junmyeon hyung we're talking about *half smiles*
With Suho and Jonghyun
Jonghyun:But did you let him explain his conversation with yeol
Suho:*sighs shakes his head holding his cup tears roll down his cheeks*
Jonghyun:Aish myeonnie you need to stop running away from things like that
Suho:But what if what I think is true..what if he has had enough of me being scared and wants to just end it
Jonghyun:This is Sehunnie we are talking about the man who has been in love with you since the beginning and been your pillar through your ups and downs you honestly think he'd let you go that fast or his love for you
Suho:But everyone has their limits hyung
Jonghyun:Sure there is limits and I understand your point of views on each side you you're just scared of ruining his image being with you but with sehunnie his view is so what this is your guys is relationship not the whole world it's on you two to fight for each other
Suho:*looks down*
Jonghyun:I'm not taking sides myeonnie but from what I'm coming to conclusions from sehun's view you heard it he just doesn't want to hide what you two have when everyone else around you same gender or not love are openingly and proudly showing it when they've been together as long as you two have yet you stil hide behind the shadows
Suho:It's just having a love like ours has so much consequences...i dont care about what it could do for me but I can't let it take Sehunnie now
Jonghyun:Knowing Sehunnie do you honestly think he scares look at the sunbaenims we're all close to Yunho Jaejoongie hyungs Eunhyukkie and Donghae hyung their love is the exact same but look at them they are making it through and I'm not comparing they went through consequences but they did it together you can not shoulder it by yourself it's give and take in a relationship myeonnie
Suho:And I know that trust me I am willing to give it my all for our love I am
Jonghyun:Then what is stopping you from doing that
Suho:If he realizes once we are out there with our love..that I was never good enough or enough for him..*more tears fall*
Jonghyun:Junmyeon-ah *hurt grabs onto his head trying to comfort him*
Suho:*sniffs*Sehun means so much to me more than I can explain but I fear sooner or later he deserves so much more than someone like me
Jonghyun:Tsk *sighs caressing the back of his hand*
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