I Wish For You To Hate Me
Description
Why does she feels so perfectly right to love her? But she always knew that "meant to be" will never happen between them.
No. They won't allow it.
If there would be a different lifetime she would fight for her, but right now there is none.
And so one decided to hurt the other.
Foreword
I don't know what's the worst thing...
Hurting the one I love the most or knowing that after all I did, she never did not love me.
And it clearly shows...
I can see it all through her eyes...
The pain, longing and the love.
But I hate it, I hate to see that look on her. She doesn't deserve this, she doesn't deserve me. She's hurting. But I did this to her, it's my fault and I can't do anything but to keep this... this what we are now. Keeping all the lies I made just for her to let go, to leave with the love she have for me.
But she can't.
And so I wish...
I wish that she should hate me instead.
Because that is easier for me and for her, so I could unhear the shattering pieces of her broken heart everytime I'm near her.
That's the plan.
So I did
Because that's easier than holding on to what we feel. Which will always be against to what those verdicts feel.
She love me
I love her
But I am a Kang and she is a Bae.
And those names are always not meant to be.
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