Baboblueblue’s Pov

 

 

“Hello?”

“Sica? W-Why haven’t you been picking up your phone these days? I’ve been trying to reach you.”

“I've been busy with family.”

“Y-You said that before. W-what’s actually happening to us?” Yuri’s voice cracked as it was silent.

“S-say something.. Please.” Yuri started to sob as the phone call hung up.

 

Yuri let her arm fall to her lap as she started to cry harder. Everything hurts, her mind, her body and even her…. Heart.

 

I don't even know how I can talk to you now

It's not you, the you who talks to me anymore

And sure I know that sometimes it gets hard

But even with all my love, what we had

You just gave it up

 

---- A Year Later ----

 

The last train arrived at Seoul station, as a tall tan black hair walked inside the empty train after the doors opened. She sat down on the seat and sigh as it was a long day from work. She put on her AirPods and connected them to her phone, listening to music. She rested her head back as she closed her eyes and rested there until she rode the train to her destination. A couple came running to the train doors as they were close to missing it. They started to laugh at each other as they took a seat across from sleeping Yuri. They started to talk to each other as Yuri noticed the noise. She opened her eyes and lifted her head up to see where the noise was coming from as her eyes widened. She looked at the girl and then the guy as she scoffed with a small smile.

 

This is why…

 

The girl looked at Yuri in shock. She didn't expect to see her here. 

 

Did she just finish work?

 

The guy bowed at Yuri and apologized for being loud as Yuri bowed back and kept staring at the girl. 

 

Of all the things...

 

The couple kept smiling and giggling at each other as Yuri just smiled and rested her head back, ignoring them.

 

---- Flashback ----

 

*ring ring ring ring.*

 

“Hello?” Yuri said, picking up the phone.

“Yuri?” 

“Sica? Hey. What’s up? Why are you calling me at 2 in the morning?” Yuri asked with a smile on her face

“I need us to take a break.” Jessica said over the phone as Yuri’s smile slowly went away.

“W-What do you mean?” Yuri said, sitting up from her bed.

“It's family stuff and I won't be able to see you for a while.” She said

“For how long?” Yuri asked 

“I don't know for sure.” Jessica said

“Will we keep in touch?”

“I don't know.”

“What do you mean you don't know? We’re a couple, we should keep in touch and say we miss each other.” 

“I just don't know.” Jessica said

“Sica--”

“Yuri.. I have to go.” She said

“Oh- ok- Love yo-” Yuri was about to say, but the phone hung up.

 

Yuri looked at her phone as she sighs.

 

-----

 

If I cry now, she probably thinks I didn't move on. I mean.. I kinda did move on, but my heart still loves her

 

Thought we were meant to be

I thought that you belonged to me

I'll play the fool instead

Oh but then I know that this is the end

Oh, oh

 

“Do you know this person Jess?” The guy asked as he saw the girl looking at Yuri for a while as she came back to reality and looked at the guy

“N-No. I don't know her.. She did look familiar to someone I knew, but it wasn't her.” She said as Yuri softly scoffed

 

Lies and lies! She was MY girlfriend! 

 

----

 

“Yuri!”

“Yuri!” Yuri turned her head to see two short girls running at her

“Whoa whoa, chill. What’s going on?”

“Did you see?”

“See what?”

This?” one of them showed her the photo on the phone of Sica and a new guy next to her as they were smiling in the picture.

“When was this?” 

“It was a moment ago-”

 

Yuri started running through the halls as the two girls looked at each other.

“I don't know if it was the best idea to show her Fany. She’s gonna get hurt even more.”

“I know, but we can't lie for Sica much longer. She has to know Taeng.” Fany said as Taeng sigh

“I hope they can make up.” Taeng said sadly as Fany nods.

“Me too.”

----

Yuri reached the school front yard as she was huffing and puffing for air.

 

“W-Where is--” 

 

Yuri looked around and ran a bit more to the exit as she looked both ways quickly to find her, but her eyes caught a familiar figure.

 

“Sic-” Yuri stopped as the picture was true. 

 

Sica was by a car with a guy as he opened the door for her. She smiled as she got in and he went around the other side to get in the driver’s seat. The car started as it drove away. Yuri stood there speechless as everything that they had… was fake.

  

Congratulations, glad you're doing great, woah

Congratulations, how are you okay, woah

How could you be so fine

I can see it in your eyes

The same look that you gave me, that kills me inside, oh

I don't even need to ask, yeah

I know you too damn well, yeah

I can see that smile and can tell that you did more than move on

I hate that you're happy

I hope that you can't sleep

Just knowing that I could be with somebody new

That I'd be just like you

 

Glad someone is doing great while the other person just feels like .

 

The couple giggled again as they were talking to each other

 

How can you feel happy when I’m right in front of you? Are you trying to make me feel more ?

 

Yuri lifted up her head and looked at her phone as she had nothing to do but listen to her music and hearing them being lovey dovey. They stopped being lovey dovey as the train got quiet. Yuri looked up as she caught the girl looking at her, but the girl didn't back away and just stare at Yuri.

 

Of all people… You’re the only one who can melt me with your eyes. Is he treating you well? Better than me?

 

The girl looked away as the guy whispered in her ear as Yuri leaned back and sigh while the girl stared at Yuri while listening to the guy.

 

I don't even need to know. I know you too well.

 

----

 

“Hey Yuri-ssi.” A voice said as Yuri looked up from her computer and saw the person standing in front of her cubicle

“Ne, Ms. Park-ssi?”

“Our department is gonna have a party after work? Are you going to join us this time?” Ms. Park asked

 

She is trying to get me to protect her from the guys? Yuri said in her thoughts as she scoffed but she didn't show.

 

“Ms. Kwon never comes when we ask.” a guy in our department said

“I never see her as a party person.” 

“I haven’t heard from any other departments that she joined their party when she was a rookie.”

“Why are you asking her? She never comes to the party. She’s a party pooper.” A guy walked by hearing the conversation

“Ms, Kwon never comes when we ask.” Another one said

“Yah!” She said as they stopped talking

“Sorry. Like he said, I'm a party pooper.” Yuri said as she turned off her computer and grabbed her belongings and papers.

 

She walked past all of her coworkers and went towards the elevator that opened

 

“Enjoy partying and stay safe.” Yuri fake smiles as the elevator closes.

 

----

 

Yuri arrived at her apartment as she entered. 

 

“I'm home.” She mutters as she takes off her shoes and doesn't bother to turn on the lights. She threw her backpack and the files of paper on the dining table as she flopped on the couch. She looked at the ceiling as she thought of Sica

 

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