- Jang HyunSeung -

Rain.

Washed away blurred tears flooded my eyes.

If that day, I didn’t see you.

If you didn’t look at me.

If I didn’t  take the umbrella for you.

If I didn’t love you .

If everything didn’t happen.

it will not like this anymore.

~o0o~

I can’t let you know the truth, that your mother had meet me, she had hit me, cursed me, trampled our love.

She told me that I’m an metamorphosis.     

I accept.

She told me that I’m a bastard, a damaged person.

I accept.

She insulted me that I’m a little boy without any self-esteem, a call-boy, cling to you because of your money. Makes you turns against your family.

I accept.

~o0o~

I still remember that day.

I threw your hard earned money. I saw you, a rich man become a slave to money, nonetheless.

I’m nodding, Junhyung ah!

She said I had to break up with you anyway. Otherwise, she will commit suicide in front of you.

Because of me.

You lost your father.

I can’t let you lose anyone of your relatives again.

So I break up.

Like your mother's intentions.

~o0o~

Raining.

Why do I feel like our first meeting, Jun ah!

I know!

Your heart aches to hear me say such harsh words.

But…

I was hurt more than you!

I was saying those words, I'm very nodding!

Looked at you like that, I really wanted to hug you, wanted to scream that it isn’t like that. Well, it is only because I lied.

it isn’t like that.

~o0o~

Rain continues to fall.

I turned away, despite the tears rolling down.

The rain continues to fall.

Damn it, Jun ah!