Once again, today I sleep on one side of the bed while leaving your side empty

In my room, everything is in pairs. From the cups we used together, to the toothbrushes in our bathroom

As much I loved you, as much as those memories,

So many traces of you remain, they are still scattered throughout my room

And it’s making me suffer

Today, I spent the day wondering whether I should erase those traces; But in the end they remain the same as always

That’s true, I can’t even clear the tears from my eyes,

They keep falling, that’s how I am

I’m so pitiful, seeing as how I can’t forget you

It can’t be helped, that’s how I am

Even though I always tell myself I will clean it tomorrow,

But many seasons have already passed since the time I have said that.

I can’t seem to do it

I don’t have the strength to throw away any of those memories

Because somehow, maybe you will come back to me

Maybe that is why I kept them

Today, again, I can’t get rid of that extra pillow on the bed

I left it in the place you used to sleep