Sometimes I like to lay in my rented room with the lights off

I am still afraid that something will come out from the curtains in my room and eat me, but today I don't feel anything as I lay here in my bed. Its because its afternoon time and the ray of sunlight showing from accross the windows are making my room less dark then they need to be.

Its beautiful, this kind of quite,

yet I can hear the crows making loud caws and tiny birds chirping bit by bit.

Its a nice day.

But a sigh escapes my lips

Its another day, I think.

I feel numb and my face is worn out.

I clench my fist a bit and release.

I truly do not want to get up today.