i... have never done this before. normally i it up & move on from lost friends etc. but this person is still very dear to me, even though i think i may have pushed them away in the end. 

piggy, it's wooki..

i've been trying to reach you, and i think you left those accounts, i'm not sure. maybe you don't want to talk anymore and i can understand that-- i think, no i know i expected too much from you but i really just wanted my best friend there. i'm sorry for pushing you to make time for me. i know that wasn't the way to go about strengthening our friendship again.

if you ever see this, you know where to find me i think. if not, and you want to reach me, you can message me here. 👉🏻👈🏻 i hope i hear from you but if i don't, that's okay too. i hope you're happy and healthy. i'll always be there for you if you find yourself in need of a friend, okay? 🥺