I didn’t actually know how to make things better when I was a kid. To be honest, I see myself as a failure back then till now. I always bottled up all my emotions for the sake of the people surrounds me. 

I thought everyone would be there for me when I’m having a hard time. I guess you believe that the people around you would help you. Still, no, dude, we’re not in the movies that would sing “we’re all in this together” or a Filipino TV show that once we found a sugar daddy or mommy, we would take revenge on people who hurt us.

Let’s say you were there when they needed you, but when you need them, there’s no one but yourself only.

As we got older, we would realize no one would help you except you.

I always think I’m never going to be one of those boring adults still in a bad mood but look at what I become…

I was just like one of those stars or asteroids which have been travelling for a long time, and because of my dumbness and wrong decisions of my life, I became a shooting star, or you can call me a ing mistake.

A shooting star has a specific type of myth that gives you good luck in your life and then a positive energy flow. Legend also says that anyone who is hugely fortunate enough to encounter a shooting star should make a wish.

Right now, Irene thinks I am her fated mate.

WTF