Jongwoon walked into the usual bar he usually came with his friends, his eyes moved to find the person he was going to meet. 

“ Hyung, over here! “ A smaller man waved at him

and Jongwoon gave him a weak smile before walking toward him. He was glad the bar wasn’t too busy today, he didn’t have to get all irritated by people pushing him left and right, it would’ve defeated his purpose of coming out of his house to get over his terrible mood

“ I ordered your drink already, no need to get another. “ the man told him before Jongwoon could open his mouth

“ Thanks, Hyuk. “ He said as he let his body relax on the stool he was sitting beside the brunette. Well, he tried to relax even though it was almost impossible.

Hyukjae sipped his drink but his eyes stole a glance at the silver haired beside him 

“ I thought you are pretty busy with new design project for your brand recently, didn’t think you would have time for such late night drink with me? “ He asked and the older sighed 

“ sorry, I hope this didn’t bother you or get you in trouble with your boyfriend later... “ The designer said and put his hand over the younger’s shoulder

Hyukjae shook his head as he put his empty glass down “ Hae is an understanding man, he was the one dropping me here. “ 

“ I see. Good to know that. “ Jongwoon nodded and continued burying his face to avoid Hyukjae’s gaze 

“ Hyung, you don’t just want to drink... you’ve been crying again? “ He frowned as he took a closer look at the man who wore his hat and scarf with the purpose to hide his face 

“ look at your puffy eyes, you were crying! What’s wrong??? “ Hyukjae exclaimed as he forcefully took the older’s hat away, revealing his messy bleached hair along with his red and slightly swollen eyes 

“ Hyuk... “ the man who had always seen as strong and cold in front of most people, broke all his fake facade as his vision started to get blurry from his own tear forming in his eyes

“ What’s wrong...? “ He would tease the man as usual to make his mood better but Jongwoon showing his tear wasn’t something he had seen often before. His voice softened by itself when asking the older 

“ I can’t... I really can’t move on from him, I thought I could, I always think I’m strong enough... “ Jongwoon decided it was the time to finally tell someone he would be comfortable with, his tear started to fall as soon as Hyukjae asked what’s wrong 

“ I see... “ So it was about his divorce...? hyukjae asked himself, he didn’t expect this because from what he saw, the young designer seemed to take the divorce pretty well? He still went to work, talk about it casually like it was nothing to him...

“ I thought... if I showed my weakness, I would lose... but what else to lose now, hyukkie... I already lost the one most important person in my life because of our differences... “ Jongwoon’s fingers ran through his own hair as he continued

“ he was right I am stubborn, I only care about my job but... I swear I tried my best, I love him  and I tried to make it right for us. When we were dat