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Best Friend

Late at night your  voice is drunk

Maybe you had  a sad thing happen to you

You said you fought a lot with the person next to you and
You ask me to console you

 

It was already late at night when you called me and told me to come to your place. From the sound of your voice, I could already tell that you got into another fight with her again, and you needed someone to console you. I quickly fixed my things and bought your favourite ice cream before going to your place. 

 

You or me, one of us is a fool

We can’t leave or get closer
I look at you looking at her
I try to comfort myself and my eyes get teary

 

It was only minutes when I arrived at your place when she suddenly showed up. You were looking at her lovingly while she was saying sorry and I was looking at you and wishing that it would be me. I tried to saved myself from crying by saying that I needed to go home since I think you guys should patch things up with each other. I went home with teary eyes, and a broken heart.

 

Cause yo so beautiful to me
In the end we’re friends

Ayiya if you’re just a dream
I would say it’s a pretty and sad dream

Why yaiya with your sweet voice
You tell me you are my best friend

 

I’m your best friend. Nothing more, nothing less

 

Whoaaa whoaaa
I’m okay being the person you lean on from time to time

 

And I’m slowly accepting it. I’m okay being the person you can lean on from time to time. I’m okay with just being your best friend

 

Whoaaa whoaaa
An island without a place to go you are my best friend

 

If feelings could be controlled
I would have thrown away all of my regrets
I’m talking bout you and me
When I try to take a step forward
You take her hand and get distant
You don’t have to draw a line
I’ve got feelings for you and you’re embarassing me
Why are you pretty if you’re not gonna be for me
Every night I’m in deep turmoil
Waves consume me as I falter
If loving you is a sin, you are a jail
I fool my heart as if I’m okay
Everything goes wrong because of you

 

If only I could control my feelings and stop it, then I would. But I can’t. If only I had confessed sooner than she did then maybe I could’ve gotten the chance. But once again, I didn’t. I did ended up confessing to you about how I feel, but then we started growing distant towards each other, you drew a line, and I couldn’t even enter. I feel embarrassed by the fact that you don’t even see me the same way as I do. I keep thinking about you, I want you and it feels so unfair. I’ve made a sin, and now I’m in jailed by you. I try to fool my heart by telling it that it’s alright, when the truth is, it’s not. Everything just feels so wrong, yet it also feels right.

 

Cause yo so beautiful to me
In the end we’re friends

 

Ayiya if you’re just a dream
I would say it’s a pretty and sad dream

 

Why yaiya
With your sweet voice you tell me
You are my best friend

 

Whoaaa whoaaa
I’m okay being the person you lean on from time to time
Whoaaa whoaaa an island without a place to go

You are my best friend

 

If someday there’s no one by your side, will you look at me

 

Time will come when everyone you have ever loved will eventually leave you. And when that time comes, I’ll stay beside you like ways. By then, will you look at me?

 

If you hold my hand that grows distant, the world would shine

 

If you stop and hold my hand that’s slowly distancing itself away from yours, then the world would shine and everything would feel right

 

I talk to myself and I listen to myself
Hey girl you know I love you so
This is something I wanna tell you someday
Hey girl you know I love you so
Whoaaa whoaaa
I’m okay being the person you lean on from time to time
Whoaaa whoaaa
An island without a place to go
You are my best friend

 

Whatever happens, I'm here for you, I always will. I will be the person that you can rely on from time to time. I love you and I hope you know that. You are my best friend.

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ayedee
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Chapter 1: huh…. 🧍🏻‍♀️