a/n: Im terrible at writing and just did it for lols, so sorry it´s so bad and so short

What would you do for love? Everyone seems to say that they would jump off a bridge and fight a million monsters for the one they love. But when you´re a kpop idol, you know that´s a lie. People won't even change their music labels for the ones they love. It seems like every day, you see another couple broken up by the power of fear. Thatś why I avoid love altogether. Because I know they´re going to leave me too. Especially when the person you love, Is another guy. 

¨okay, good work everyone! we still need to work on the turn-out at the end, but it was a great improvement since last time!´ I wasn´t even paying attention to what the dance instructor said. All I could think about was the past few days. It seems like more and more, I and Jungkook grow apart. Normally, I would assume he´s mad, but every time I try to ask, he walks out of the room before I can even talk to him. I don´t want to pressure him to tell me, it´ll just make things worse. But...I don´t feel like I have a choice.

¨Jimin-hyung?´ I turn to look and, sadly, it´s not Jungkook. ¨oh hey taehyung...¨ I could see a look of concern in his eyes, which made me feel a bit better. I know I can always have V by my side. ¨Jimin, is anything wrong? Tell me, I don´t care what it is, or how dumb it is¨ I rolled my eyes ¨I should be the one saying I don't care how dumb it is, you always complain about how the members need to respect yeontan more.¨ I could see Tae get his usual ´oi m8 that is a normal thing to get mad about´ face on ¨Ï have you know that Jin-hyung threw away yeontan´s chew toy...T h r e w a w a y. I could probably get him arrested for that.¨ Taehyung´s dumbness helps my mood sometimes. Then again, sometimes it makes me wanna kill myself, but today, I appreciate it. ¨I think it´s more likely you could get him arrested for his dad jokes then throwing away your chew toy¨ 

¨hey taehyung-hyung!¨ I move my head to see Jungkook waving his head ¨hi jungkookie!¨' I hear V respond loudly. I wave too but Jungkook just looks away. It´s like he doesn´t want to notice me.  Ignoring me is one thing but talking to other people when I´m right there is just too much. I walked next to him and quietly say ¨we need to talk, come to my room¨ again, he acts like he doesn´ notice me, but by the look on his face I can tell he did. Waiting for the time when he comes in is the most anxiety-inducing thing that I´ve felt in a while. After about 20 minutes of waiting, He finally comes in. I immediately regret even asking, There is a 99% chance this is just going to make things worse. ¨so....why´d you call me here?¨" I want to say ¨I just got extra banana milk,¨" or ¨I got you a new white shirt!¨ but I know that isn´t going to help anything

¨uhm....I...uhm...I w-wanna know why you have been...ignoring me.¨ It´s as if I´ve shrunk into a little bug, looking at a big monster, and the thought of inevitable death fills me up. He looked away, almost ashamed. ¨Jungkook!¨ I yell out ¨please just tell me what I did...please¨ I can feel the tears at the corner of my eyes. Jungkook looked at me in this miserable state and I could see his face morph into one of pure guilt. Before I knew it, I was in his arms, just crying. ¨why...why?¨ are the only words I can get out. ¨Jimin...You don´t want to know.¨ he said softly. ¨I do! Please, I don´t care what it is, even if it´s because you hate me...¨ Jungkook grasped my chin and made me look at him. ¨I could never hate you...That´s the opposite of the reason I´ve avoided you.¨ I wiped my tears before saying ¨what..do you mean¨ He looked away once more. ¨the reason why I´ve avoided you Jimin...is because I love you more then I have loved any girl¨  

w....what?