“Wow, You’re so pretty!!”
“OMG. Look at that face!!”
“My heart. Arghhhhhhh!!”
“You’re so cute. Kekeke”
“No. You’re cuter!! Ahhhhh!!”
“What do you want me to do?”

When I saw your interactions with other girl that clearly trying to hit on you. Tears treatend to fall from my eyes, I could feel pain in my chest and my heart’s ache but why I can’t find a words to say that it’s hurting me when I see someone’s else flirting with you and you flirt back?.

You’re mine
Your gilrfriend is me
Why you answer their flirt?
Have you ever wonder if it’s could hurts me?
Did you really love me?

I don’t want to act like over jealous girlfriend at you, but your actions makes me hurting and I don’t know what to do except give you cold shoulder. Hoping that maybe you will ask why my mood suddenly change. But who’s I’m joking here?. You didn’t care at all at how I feel. 

Like they always said :
“They will see the changed of your attitude, but they didn’t realise their behavior that makes you change”

The flirting continue and all I could do is hide my pain from you. Act like it dosen’t effect me at all. But you know, my heart is screams at me to stop the pain. It screams that we, me and my heart dosen’t deserve this kind of pain from someone who’s always said they love us.

Can you please stop hurting me?
Did your love for me is real?

I’m waiting and waiting. Hoping you could stop entertain them and looks at me who’s smiling so widely at you but hides the pain in my eyes that screaming for you to notice. But as expected, I’m waiting for nothing. So I took the initiate, to at least told them that you belongs to me. For now, you’re mine. Future? Who knows

“Oh God. You’re so pretty and it’s hurt”
“She really is, isn’t she?” Hold on, it’s fine. Just hold on for awhile
“Yes she is, my heart. Uwu!!!~”
“Why you don’t try to be with her?. Who knows maybe she like you?” Ouch!!
“E-eiiii. S-she’s much older than me”
“Age just a number sweety~”
“Whut?” finally you have interest in this
“What?”
“Haha. Seriously?”  I’m expecting you to say something else 
“H-haha. Yeah? Like seriously?”
“I don’t find there's problem with that. Age difference won’t stop you to fall in love, am I wrong?”
“Well, it’s not wrong but still. H-haha” I can’t take it anymore
“I’m kidding. Back off, she’s mine!” 
“E-ehh?. W-what?”
“I said she’s mine, so back off!!”
“W-wow. Top ten anime betrayal”

In the of end conversations, I’m hoping you would says a word that we indeed dating. But, I’m hoping too much from you. Instead, you send a text to me that makes my heart ache even more.

“Seriously babe?. She’s just no one. You don’t have to do that”

“I don’t like how she’s keep flirting with you every single day. I just want it to stop!”

“But still that’s-. *sigh* You know that I love you right?. Just don’t mind her”

You love me, you say?. Are you really love me?

“I know that you love me. But I’m your girlfriend and I feel jealous when I’m seeing someone else flirting with you and you entertain them instead of ignored them. Is it wrong if I feel jealous?. I’m your girlfriend for pete sake!!”

“You’re not wrong. You have the right to, but she’s just a kid. You don’t have to do that”

“You know what?. Nevermind. Sorry for being a stupid jealous girlfriend”

I really don’t have anything to talk with you, so I ignore your text. I’m hurting with your actions yet you don’t understand it. As if it’s fine to entertain someone that clearly flirting with you when you already in relationship.

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Days have past after those little fight we have. The flirting finally stop, but to be honest I don’t know if it’s really stop. Who knows that maybe she’s using private massage to continue her flirt wi