Let Me In
I Won't Let You GoBambam:*sighs*Just give him some time hyung
Jackson:*groans hand on his hand*How much time bam until he fully becomes broken beyond repair
Bambam:*looks down*
Jackson:I don't want to run out of patience with him I love him...but if he just keeps pushing me I guess I'm just going to have to force myself into helping him even if it leads to him hating me
Bambam:That would never happen hyung
Jackson:Why does he have to be so hard headed sometimes *covering his face*
Bambam:It will get frustrating jackson but just think about this if you didn't love him as much as you do then you would've given up that moment mark left you at the airport
Jackson:I just..I can't be without him bam he's is my only reason
Bambam:And I know that but sometimes mark can be his worst enemy that he needs to learn to overcome himself
Jackson:Woah when did you become the smart one
Bambam:Since the beginning
Jackson:*rolls his eyes*
Tammy:*walking over to them*Jacks...
Jackson:Sorry if I walked out on your brother he can be soo..frustrating at times
Tammy:Trust me I know but I came out here because he's asking for you
Jackson:*shocked*Really
Tammy:Mhmm he's in his bedroom
Jackson:*bites his lip stands up looks at them and heads to mark's room*
Bambam:Do you think this conversation will be better than the surprise one
Tammy:We can only hope right *half smiles*
In Mark's Bedroom
Mark:*curled into a ball hugging his legs chin rested on his knees*
KNOCK
KNOCK
Mark:*takes a deep breathe*Come in gaga
Jackson:*sighs closes the door looks at mark*
Mark:*gulps looks at him*
Jackson:Tamz said you wanted me here
Mark:*nods his head*
Jackson:*sighs*Mark if you aren't going to talk then why call me he-
Mark:*sniffs tears in his eyes*I'm sorry
Jackson:*heart drops looks at him*
Mark:I'm sorry for hurting you..for hurting the others I know it was a selfish decision but I just I had to make the choice thinking of what's best without knowing the consequences
Jackson:*sighs sits down next to him*Mark...
Mark:When that scandal happened all I could think of is everyone else not even myself..I could've been a better hyung I should've told them to leave them alone to stop...I should've seen the truth but was an idiot for making a fool into believing they were true friends since the first time I brought you guys back
Jackson:*sighs holding his hand*
Mark:Then seeing them use you to sleep with girls saying your name knowing you..knowing our relationship made me feel sick to my stomach knowing they could use someone I love with all my heart for their sick needs knowing how much you mean to me made me think how could I be a good boyfriend if I let them use my boyfriend *shaking tears falling*
Jackson:*pulls mark into his arms holding him tightly rubbing his back tears in his eyes*
Mark:Just admit it Jackson I am such an idiot..a pushover.. too selfless person to stupid to see the truth and not stand up for you guys I'm a terrible person
Jackson:*cups marks face looks in his eyes*That is not what you are you are a very down to earth..loving and caring man to good for his own good that but you're not the terrible person baby...you never were it was those bastards who had the decency to take advantage of you and your heart of gold
Mark:Forgive me please..please *crying*
Jackson:There's nothing to forgive my love..*wiping his tears kissing his forehead*
Mark:Pl..please don't leave me..don't give up on me if I lose you I don't think I'll make it anymore
Jackson:I would never mark but you need to promise me something in return
Mark:*sniffs nods his head looks in his eyes*
Jackson:Let me in please..don't shut me out
Mark:*nodding his head sniffs*I'll try..I won't shut you out anymore
Jackson:*rest his forehead against marks tears fall*I'm here mark..
Mark:*crying hands on jacksons neck looks in his eyes*I love you so so much
Jackson:I love you so much more *they kiss sweetly*
Mark:*pulls away and rest his head on jacksons chest arms around his waist sighs snuggles into him*
Jackson:*holding him close kissing the top of his head*I promise you we'll make it through this no matter how long it takes
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