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A month before December 13

 

 

The sensation of featherlight touches stirred Joohyun from her sleep. It traced patterns along the slender tilt of her nose down to the curve of her jaw before an voice so sweet yet distant whispered to her ear. "Wake up sleepyhead."

 

A soft smile broke on the corners of her lips before she lazily dragged her arms and clung onto the person beside her. "Five more minutes Wan." She groaned upon burying herself in the comforts of her lover's embrace, deeply smelling the scent of jasmine and relishing in the warmth Seungwan had to offer.

 

"You said that earlier." Seungwan fondly ran her fingers through the smooth tresses of Joohyun's raven hair before affectionately placing a lingering kiss on her forehead. "Come on you lazy . I already cooked breakfast." Her efforts remained futile since Joohyun wouldn't budge.

 

"Please. Just give me five more minutes with you." Was Joohyun's simple response as she tightened her hold around Seungwan, clearly indicating that she had no intentions of letting go. In the end, Seungwan finally relented because how could she ever say no to Joohyun.

 

Five minutes turned to ten until it lasted for an hour before Seungwan decided that Joohyun had enough rest. The sunlight was already streaming from the curtains and birds were already chirping merrily to start the wonderful day. Brushing away stray locks of raven hair, Seungwan nudged her girlfriend awake. "Wake up Hyun. You need to let me go."

 

Seungwan's odd choice of sentence brought a chill down her spine and promptly caused a small frown to paint her features. Joohyun didn't like hearing those words. She greatly detested it. Tightening her hold around her girlfriend's waiste, she whispered hollowly. "I won't."

 

The blonde merely shook her head. "Then you'll be stuck with me forever." If they'll just laze around all they, they won't get anything done. At this point, will they ever accomplish anything?

 

"Good. Because I'm binding myself to you."

 

"If you keep saying things like that, how can you expect me not to marry you?"

 

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A week before December 13

 

"So when are we gonna get married?"

 

Joohyun abruptly asked Seungwan out of the blue when they were cuddling on the couch, enjoying the warmth of the fireplace while sipping hot chocolate on a cold night. Snow fell like droplets of rain and enveloped the earth in a winter wonderland. Christmas was already nearing and most people were out buying presents. Meanwhile, the couple decided to skip the holiday rush and just spend some time together.

 

Seungwan choked on her drink and felt the hot beverage scalding her tongue. Joohyun soothingly patted her back as she tried to recover from the shock. "What??" The blonde probably looked like a bewildered mess but she completely blames her girlfriend for making her like this.

 

"I said, when are we going to get married?" Joohyun repeated, like a mother speaking to a toddler, perfectly enunciating the words to ensure that Seungwan would hear them correctly.

 

"I don't know Hyun. Don't you think it's a little sudden for that?" Seungwan preoccupied herself with wiping away the stain on her sleeves. Her girlfriend remained silent for long while and when she looked up, saw Joohyun frowning in disdain.

 

"So you don't want to get married with me?" She was demanding an explanation and didn't look quite at all pleased. Joohyun probably took offense in that statement.

 

Seungwan was quick to backtrack and reassure her. "No no no. It's just that... I would still have to buy you one of those large diamond rings with 24 carats, take you out on an expensive dinner, sweep you off your feet and propose under the night sky." She rubbed her neck and acted all sheepish. "I actually planned everything back before to make sure the plan was perfect. All that's left is my properly timed execution."

 

The blonde was fully rambling now. Her hands flew around to make wild gestures and Joohyun found her heart melting at her girlfriend's confession. She was happy, completely over the moon, upon knowing that she wasn't the only feeling the same way. That she wasn't the only one thinking of spending their whole lives together.

 

"I don't want a fancy wedding." Joohyun gingerly took Seungwan's hand and laced their fingers together. "I just want you." She lifted her gaze and stared deeply into those eyes with deep pools of brown that she countlessly found herself drowning in.

 

"I want to grow old with you."

 

There was tension in the way their gazes met. The gap between them slowly diminished until they forgot which one began and the other ended. Seungwan conquered Joohyun in a feat of everlasting kiss as their bodies joined together in a heated urgency. Clothes were torn and wills clashed. Joohyun was unable to contain a moan when Seungwan bit a particularly sensitive spot. She wanted to fight the blonde for dominance but she was helpless, especially when her lover expertly used her fingers to draw out the monster inside of Joohyun. Halos of light clouded her vision and she gasped breathlessly as Seungwan brought her to another high. When she was about to reach the peak, she cried out. "Take me! Take all of me!" All the while staring into those brown orbs when she felt those lips marking her, claiming her, conquering her.

 

Seungwan grunted as she continued her ministrations and together they lapsed into surreal bliss. Their height of passion slowly dwindling to a mellow crescendo. The blonde collapsed on top of her and sweat clung onto their bodies after their passionate lovemaking but all Joohyun could ever think about was having Seungwan close. There was a lull of silence in the air as they stared into each other's eyes and Joohyun declared the words she had long kept hidden.

 

"Please don't ever leave me."

 

Seungwan didnt deign a reply as she affectionately placed a kiss on her forehead. "I'll be yours until the sun doesn't shine."

 

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hiyerimie
25 streak #1
Chapter 2: I just found out there's a sequel. I concluded that actually Joohyun could never let her go 🤧
hiyerimie
25 streak #2
Chapter 1: This story is highly recommended for people who like to torture themselves. like I'm doing right now.
WanAndDg
#3
Chapter 2: I'm here again author-nim...
For the first time, I've had the courage not to skip anything. And I just noticed a beautiful song you quoted.
Then I reflected on the reality of facing pain head on, but of course it would take ample of time. I still felt the pain after reading and cried (my friend got worried 😅). But after reading everything, it was liberating. I remember a statement, "Embrace pain till it hurts no more". And, "We are healed of a suffering only by experiencing it to the full." by
Marcel Proust
WanAndDg
#4
Hello author-nim...I hope you're safe...

God bless you in your work...
revelnc #5
Chapter 2: This story always hurts me in every way whenever I reread it.
WanAndDg
#6
Chapter 1: After few months, I tried to finish this story and still can't. This is just too painful for me...I can't stop my tears, like I will throw up if I continue.
This story haunted me in my sleep the first time I read this, I didn't even finished after sensing the pain coming...this is not an exaggeration...
Kindaghei
#7
Chapter 2: From fluff to angst and then dark
ShinHye24 1340 streak #8
Chapter 2: "Gotten out of touch from reality long ago" so is Seungwan really there or its just a hallucination? Heartbreaking :(
Marina_Leffy
1661 streak #9
Chapter 2: she can't live without her, so she joined her in death.
Together and forever more. A beautiful yet sad story
FateNdreaM #10
Chapter 2: I am sorry cause maybe I would do the same.