This Act of Grace

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Taemin is plagued by a fear even he doesn't know the origin of. Anger is his only defence, so he pushes everyone away. Minho holds the key to unlocking Taemin's pain, but is he too late to reach the boy he's always loved?

Foreword

“What do you want?” Standing above them, Sehun’s voice has gone hard, which tells Taemin there is an outsider here, encroaching on their territory. He doesn't look up until the hesitant voice speaks his own name. He recognizes the voice, of course.

It hurts.

He stands up and clenches his fists. “ off, Minho.”

“Taemin, please,” Minho says softly, and something inside Taemin's heart twists.

“You heard him,” Sehun plants a hand on Minho’s chest and shoves. Hard. Minho stumbles back a couple of steps, catching himself on the wall. He glances at Taemin, opens his mouth as if to say something else, but when Sehun takes a threatening step forward, he is forced to back away. Taemin watches Minho turn and walk slowly away. His head is slightly lowered, and his shoulders are slumped.

“Who was that?” Sehun asks.

“Nobody.” Taemin’s hands start to tremble. Suddenly, instead of safe, he feels trapped in this narrow space. The walls are too close. The air is too dry. The light is like a knife against his teeth. He snaps the cap back onto his marker and pushes past Sehun.

“What about my tattoo?” Jongin calls after him. “It's not finished.”

“Later,” Taemin says, and feels their eyes boring into his back as he leaves.

 


 

Warnings: Heavy angst, swearing, mentions of drugs and alcohol, child abuse, did I say heavy angst - I MEAN IT BE WARNED.

Note that I adapted and expanded this from an idea I wanted to explore more of in another of my EXO fics (The Way We Rise), just in case if you've also read that and notice the similarities.

Disclaimer: This is a work of fanfiction and does not represent any real people, events or relationships.

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Baekyeol4everz
#1
my god its past 2 am but i felt the intense need to get this down before I fall asleep tonight else ill continue to feel a bit manic

the first fic of yours I ever read was in case of emergency break glass around half a year ago?? i was so impressed by your work then that i swore i would read this. I've honestly put it off for this long because I simply do not enjoy angst too much and for good reason ha. but god, it was just the first few sentences that did it
first of all, you can really write. im sure youve been told many times before, but GOD can you write. i'm on the verge of tears just thinking of revisiting what just happened in the story in my mind's eye THE REVISITING HASN'T EVEN HAPPENED YET my brain is in shock. i really havent read angst in literal *looks at watch* YEARS. i feel so incredibly moved but also hollow, which isn't necessarily a bad thing but i guess i tend to empathize a little too deeply which is why i avoid this genre. I felt my insides being carved out of me the more and more taemin just,,,idk thought? The amount of love i have for these two characters is truly incredible, even despite my increased dread as I continued on with the story. You gave it so much life, you gave them so much life. A simple story (not so simple) like this could have been told without any further thought, but your story-telling is incredible; you basically gave so much to a storyline that could have been told so simply in the hands of another. the symbolism,,,i was so into it. into taemins mind that is to the point that i felt such despair. and minho oh beautiful minho, the literal embodiment of an angel. it's so weird because i resonated so deeply with their pain but i also felt such intense fear and i still feel it which is kind of incredible but also scary. it was just incredibly scary for me to see through taemins eyes and you should know that you captured it so well that i dont think it could have been captured better. ah its like i still have so much swirling in my head but i dont know what else to say. i love your story thank you for sharing

alsooooooooo, i hope to see more shinee work from you in the future????? would you ever consider continuing with fantasy and going the chaptered route? also would you ever consider cross-posting this on ao3? i have a terrible need to save this piece
RatedMe #2
Chapter 6: This story was so deep and so beautiful it was a gift as was your authors note at the end. Thank you for creating it.
Baedicta
#3
Chapter 6: This is one of the deepest stories I've ever read... I'm still shaken
Heeshika-Man #4
Chapter 6: Beautifully written. I read this in one sitting.
Heeshika-Man #5
It's been a long time since I read any 2min fic. There's not much 2min fic out there, and even less a good 2min fic. I'm gonna give this a try ❤️
Paulafonseca
#6
Finc 10000%
Paulafonseca
#7
Thank You
2min1212
#8
Chapter 6: At starting i was thinking twice if i should read or not (will it have happy ending or not) but when i start reading i completed in one go. You are so beautiful writer. Keep it up very nice story.
taeran
#9
Chapter 6: This is incredible! So well-written and beautiful! I couldn't control the harsh beating of my heart throughout the whole description of their feelings!!! So so so good!!
Imma check out your other works.
Good job good job!!