Do you not see the way I look at you, the way I feel about you? I guess not. You always treat me just like one of the other guys, like a brother. Its better than nothing, but it's not enough for me anymore.

I love you, Seunghyun.

I wish I had the courage to just say those words to you. But every time I try, I loose my resolve. You look at me with those soft, charcoal black eyes and smile from the corner of your mouth, a playfully light "Yes, Ji?" slipping past your lips, and I'm lost. Everything in my mind disappears, and I practically melt.

I wonder if you feel the same about me at all. Even just a little.

I dream about a day that I'll hear you tell me you love me, that you always have.

I guess that's never going to happen though.

I'll have to grow to get used to the fact this is a one sided love.

Just know I will always be at your side, when you need me most, forever.

...I promise you this...