A/N: Because today is Jinri’s birthday, I wanted to at least post some sort of piece for her, she will not ever be forgotten by those who loved and adored her, and I wanted to do something to celebrate her birthday, in a way I could by writing, I do hope that this will be read by others who love Jinri too. Happy birthday, dearest and sweetest Jinri, you are always missed.

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Hello, dearest Jinri. 

How are you? Are you well, it’s been five months now since we’ve all had to say a sudden farewell to you, and ever since then, I’m afraid to say it hasn’t really gotten much easier. I know people say with time grief gets easier, and although some days it isn’t so rough, there are times where I do think about you and get very sad, more sad than usual. But this isn’t what this is about, this won’t be about any sadness, because today is a special today. I wanted to focus on a place of good feelings, I’ve been thinking about this for weeks, or maybe months before today, so I hope that I can express everything well to you here, at least I will try my best to get everything across well. It’s the least I can do for you today, so I will try my best.

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