"This is all because of you, you ruin her life , if only she didn't met you , this won't happen to her "

Eunbi suddenly woke up from her sleep ,  the memories from the past is haunting her again , all those memories are still fresh in her mind like it just happened yesterday and the pain lingers inside her heart, that still hurts so much like she's being stab over and over again,.

She sat up on her bed and sighs deeply. feeling heavy inside her chest ,. She wipe away her tears and the lampshade , she search for her pills inside the drawer near her bed , it helps her sleeping problems ,  it randomly happens , but if she needs it she always have pills with her. 

Finally she found the pills, she was about to close the drawer when something caught her attention, she paused when she saw the rectangular object lying flat on the surface , it wasn't even fully seen yet with her eyes because the drawer was only half opened , but she knew its a photo, she took it out from the drawer and stared at it.

Her eyes starts to blur, feeling different kinds of emotions, she feel all the happiness reminiscing all the memories they had during that trip, but also sadness thinking that it will never happen again . And will never see her again. 

She suddenly felt a hot liquid streaming down her cheeks, Eunbi knew she's crying again. she bit her lower lip trying to stop herself from crying. 

Eunbi fixed her gaze to the tall woman with her in the picture , the girl is inches taller than her, with long blond hair, wearing a black winter coat, while Eunbi was wearing a white one. They look so happy in the photo both smiling so brightly with a beautiful northern lights dancing in the background ,that night was perfect , the photo tells a lot of happy and unforgettable memories they had. 

Her thumb starts to brushes the face of the taller girl,  who's seemingly hugging her from the back full of love and security. Her tears drops freely on the glass of the frame , Eunbi close her eyes and hug the frame tightly. Wishing the girl in the picture is with her. 

"I miss you so much ......... 

......Chaeyeon"