I sat by the window and looked out at the snow that started to fall.
A tear ran down the side of my cheek and I smiled when I thought of him.

Flashback
It was Christmas eve and he called me out to the park by our houses.
I was standing in the park and I looked down at the watch on my wrist.
I sighed, seeing my breath fog in the air.
“He’s late, again” I said to myself, and looked from side to side, to see if he was close.
“JAEHWA !!” I heard someone yell behind me.
I turned around and saw him running up to me.
“Yah, you’re late. Why did you call me out here in the first place?”
“Ah, mian (sorry) Jae. I called you out because I want to tell you something” he said, scratching the back of his neck nervously.
“And what’s that hyung?” I asked, looking at him.
“Um, Jaehwa-ah, I’m gonna ask you something, okay?”
“Mmm” I nodded and put my hands in my pocket, looking away.
“Jaehwa-ah, um, uh, um” he stalled.
“Hyung, what do you need to ask me?” I said, chuckling.
“Heh, Jaehwa, I kinda like you a lot, will you be my girlfriend?” he asked, looking down at his feet.
I looked at him and widened my eyes.
“M-Mwoh?” I said, stuttering.
He looked up at me and blushed, “Um, sorry, I guess that was a little sudden, huh? That’s okay, I don’t need an answer now. But then again, maybe you’re shock is a no, or maybe it’s a yes. Hmm, maybe it’s not even an answer. It was poss-” he babbled.
“hyung, Hyung, HYUNG !!” I said, stopping him from talking, “I like you too. I’d love to be your girlfriend” I said and chuckled, taking my hands out of my pockets.
“Whoa, chincha? (really?)” he said, excitedly.
I nodded and blushed, looking away.
“WOO !!” he yelled, picking me up and spinning me around.
I laughed and he put me down.
“Jae, look, it’s snowing” he said, pointing up to the sky.
“Whoa, yehppohda~ (it’s pretty)” I said, looking up at the sky, putting my hands back in my pockets.
“Jae” he said holding my waist.
“Hmm?” I mumbled, looking back at him.
He leaned and kissed me.
I widened my eyes and stared at his closed eyes.
My first kiss, I thought to myself.
I closed my eyes and took my hands out of my pocket, wrapping them around his neck.
He broke the kiss and smiled at me.
I blushed and smiled back.
“Jaehwa, merry Christmas” he said, capturing my lips again.
I smiled and kissed him back.

Two years later
“Jaehwa, I’m leaving” he said with tears streaking down his handsome face.
“Wh-what? Why?” I said, tears b my eyes.
“My dad’s getting transferred to America” he said sadly.
“Can’t you stay here?” I asked desperately.
“I wish I could baby, I promise I’ll come back in two years, and we’ll get married and live together. Then we’ll have 11 kids” he said, holding my shoulders.
I nodded and sniffled.
“Baby, smile please?” he asked looking into my eyes.
I smiled weakly and let the tears in my eyes fall.
“Jaehwa-ah, neoneun na echeot sarang (you’re my first love) and my last, remember that, okay?”
I nodded and hugged him tightly.
“Hyung, saranghae (I love you)” I said, before kissing him.
End flashback

He left the next morning with his family to America.
The first 6 months, he called everyday and checked up on me.
Then he started calling every second day, then that changed to once or twice a week.
The second year I was lucky to get at least two calls a month.
He was suppose to come back today, or at least that’s what he said when he called two weeks ago.
I decided to take a walk at the park where he asked me to be his girlfriend.
I grabbed my jacket and slipped on my black Nike dunks.

I stood back in the same exact spot and sighed, letting my breath fog up.
A gust of wind blew by and nipped at my already cold face.
I looked up at the sky and it started snowing.
“Jaehwa !! JAEHWA !!” I heard a voice yell behind me.
I turned around and saw someone running up to me.
“Hyung…” I said, letting my voice trailed off.
“Baby, I missed you” he said, hugging me tightly.
“Hyung…” I sobbed into his jacket.
“Jae, I’m so sorry I haven’t called as much as I did before, the phone bill got really expensive and I was lucky if my parents let me call you”
“Hyung, it’s okay. I understand” I said, letting go of him and wiping away the tears from my eyes.
“No Jae, you don’t understand, I know you’ve been hurting, I know. And you have NO idea how much I’ve missed you.” he said, holding my shoulders.
“I missed you too hyung, a lot” I said, looking into his eyes.
He slowly leaned in and kissed me. I smiled and kissed him back.
He broke the kiss and looked at me, smiling.
I smiled back, “Happy 4 years Yoseob-ah”
“Merry Christmas baby, saranghae Jaehwa-ah (I love you)” he smiled, hugging me.
“Na doo saranghae Yoseob (I love you too)”

A/N
Hey guys, I hope you liked that one-shot, please comment below and tell me what you think.
P.S. I do know the difference between "oppa" and "hyung", I'm not Korean but I have a few Korean friends who are guys, so I'm used to using "hyung"
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING !! =D