What would you do if your life kept restarting? 

If one day you woke up and the life you used to live was just a blurry dream. 

Not just a brand-new day, but a brand-new life. 
Different city, different year, different people around you. 
Same you always.

I’ve been living this way for the past… Honestly, I don’t know long it has been. 

I don’t count years, I count lives. 

6 times, it’s been 6 times.  

Is this how everyone’s lives work? 
No, I don’t think so.

People around me are different. 
They have a childhood, they grow old, they die… 

But I don’t have a beginning, or an end. 
My life starts in the middle and restarts in the middle again. 

Technically I do have a beginning and an end. 
When I wake up in a new life, and when I close my eyes one last time. 
And then it all starts again…

Well, I guess I was wrong. 
I have multiple beginnings and ends. 

Is this an infinite cycle? 
I don’t know.

Hopefully, it is not.

Today is a brand-new day… 

Today is the start of a 6th life.
Today it’s hard to even recognize myself… But I’m always the same. 
Today everything is blurry, my past and present.  
As if my sight was bad, and I couldn’t focus.
As if my past was a dream and I couldn’t remember. 

But tomorrow it’ll all be back…

Except for her…
The way she looks, the way she talks.

Her…
The only variable that never changes. 
She’s always here. 
Always the same, yet always different. 

My eyes failed to recognize her every time.

5 times…  
I’ve met her 5 times.
I’ve fallen in love with her 5 times.
I’ve lost her 5 times.

And in those 5 lives I’ve learnt that we will never be together.

-Park Chanyeol.