You see that tall girl with a plum lips and shinning raven hair wearing a black coat hiding her tiny little dress?

Yep, that's me, and you must be wondering why am i dress like that on a cold September night. You see, I always show off my charm. my ego and pride is so high that people tend to call me a narcissist, well, i guess they're not wrong. But damn im starting to regret this whole showing off thing now that midnight is coming off too fast.

"you should wear something warm, sooyoung it's winter" and here we have this tiny human being, she's not my friend, by the way, not even close, she's just idk everywhere? That's another story imma tell yall but for now let's dismiss her coz she always nag about stuff i do, i mean she can mind her own life? But no, she will still be there to judge me, believe me i dont hate her it's just annoying sometimes, you get me right? And why the hell is she here? For the love of god i just wanted to have a peaceful night

"I can handle winter just fine seungwan" i smiled, fake of course, she just shrugged, the same shrug she's giving every freakin time and god knows how that smug face of her drives me crazy ugh! god she's annoying, but no i still don't hate her, hate is a big word, besides we aren't that close for me to waste my time.

And so i turned my back at her and started walking in the bar with her tailing behind me, why do we have to meet in very unfortunate ways? I mean im already feeling ty before getting here with the traffic and that yelling woman behind my car honking as if there isn't tomorrow, i was just putting my lipstick, like maam can't a girl be pretty? Anyways, I'm here to enjoy and meet my college friend's girlfriend. My friend seulgi is like my sister who's on her teenager phase, i always thought she's on her puberty years like having crushes and all but boy can she be so loyal, this girlfriend of her is the same person she's been crushing on for years, i even thought she was just dreaming coz the way she described the girl is dramatic like

'oh joy she's the most beautiful girl ive ever laid my eyes on'

'her smile is so pretty it actually cured my headache'

'her eyes is so dreamy im in love'

then she called me last night telling me that her long time crush is now her freaking girlfriend and that she wanted me to meet her, i was busy, really, but i wont pass this opportunity to witness my friends achievement,

'im so proud of you seul, bshe better be gorgeous like you always brag her to be tho i believe im prettier than her' 

thats my exact words and she hung up and texted me the meeting place instead, ungrateful right? 

I spotted seulgi waiting by the bar counter so i approach her but she turned her back completely aware that's it was me approaching her, that is her own talent i dont even know how she do that

"listen she'll be here in 5 i want you to behave okay? When i say behave that means you sooyoung--"

"seulgi how many times do i need to tell you it's Joy" i cut her rambling, sitting next to her ordering martini in the process, she already know i hate it when they call me my real name

"Right, Joy please behave okay? She's with her best friend i hope yall get along she's a nice person dont worry" 

"who ever this girlfriend of yours, i hope she's ready for me"

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"or not, What the ?" 

I cursed as i watch seulgi approach seungwan leaving me at the bar counter as i wait for my martini, ing hell! don't tell me she's the girlfriend? That would be a total disaster, me and seun-- oH FREAKIN HELL they're walking in my direction, i held my breath coz for some  unknown reason i dont like the idea of them being together, like what the actual ? 

"Joy this is wendy--" okay maybe im over reacting but this is about to go down, "she's---" i stared at her burning holes on her stupid face, i can't believe this

"--the best friend" ha! I knew it- WAIT WHAT??

"sorry did i hear you right? She's the best friend?" i knit my brows side eyeing seungwan covering as she giggles, WHAT'S SO FUNNY YOU MIDGET?! 

"nahh but she'll be here-- in fact she's outside imma get her, you two, uhmm talk i guess? I'll be back" 

so she isnt the girlfriend, thank god! She's annoying and i dont want to deal with her, and this is pret--

"So joy" she smirk, see? She's taunting me 

"wendy" i gave her the same smirk she's giving me, ha! Two can play this game. 

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"so you guy's know each other?" seulgi asked while handing her girlfriend, Irene, a drink, which is by the way SUPER HOT, damn seulgi wasnt kidding when she was discribing irene before. her doe eyes is mesmerizing, her porcelain skin is freaking glowing inside the bar, and i dare to speak that im the prettiest? My, my, she is a literal goddess, how did my dork of a friend bag this kind of girl? 

"you can say that" seungwan responded while sipping her tequila, she really has a bad taste, who even, would get a tequila on a monday night out? That's just a disrespect to my 'Martini Monday' and that is another addition of my list of 'Reason's not to like Son Seungwan' 

"wendy never mention you to me hmm" i can feel Irene's smirking even without looking at her, why is she even invested with this? I mean she's hot and a fine looking woman and i certainly like her for my friend and but this is about them not us, why is she asking questions like that? Like there's something going on between us

"how'd you two met by the way?" 

This time i can see her smirking while placing her small hands on seulgi's tight, i should really tell seulgi to tone down their PDA but damn the way Irene's hand slowly creeping between seulgi's tight while looking at me and seungwan innocently sends me shivers, i arch my brow and tried to catch her eyes but girlie is looking like a child waiting for her ice cream, god how can seulgi survive this girl?

I averted my eyes to seulgi who's downing her drink in one go like she's a pro, well we both know she'll pass out if she continues that 

"sweetie slow down i don't want you past out on me later when we get to bed" her innocent move of wiping something on seulgis lips doesn't makes her words less sensual, god I've had enou--

"OKAY stop flirting you two! Imma tell you a story better give me attention-- and that goes for you too Park" seungwan burst out pointing fingers at me, damn it was hot, but i wont tell her that

"okay woman you dont need to shout" jeez seungwan can really be scary if she wants to, not that im scared or what but yeah im jUST SAYING SHE CAN BE oKAY? 

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It's true, seungwan or wendy as she is now, We're not really friends. It's hard to explain but you know that one person who you know by their name and face but you never really have a proper conversation with them to call them a friend? That's how wendy i are. And when i say she's everywhere, i mean it. She unfortunately is friends with my friends, but it doesn't mean we're friends too, if that makes sense, but i met wendy when i was around 11 i guess? I was on a summer camp along with my childhood friend Yeri

"How can you be so dumb Kim Yerim?" i scolded my friend who's currently sitting at the wooden chair frowning like a kicked puppy

"she was so pretty okay? u can't blame me i panicked" she retorted frowning deeper 

If you're asking where we are, well were in detention. ing summer camp has a determination room 

"you could've just-- i don't know-- go to the bathroom maybe? Christ sake you went out to that place that's literally says 'Authorized person only" 

Okay so not all the time it's my fault, i may be a hard headed kid but my dumb gay friend is literally the definition of "gay panic" if we weren't stuck in this small detention room i would definitely laugh at her for running off from that pretty girl and dragging me along with her, but no coz we're stuck here until dinner, means i cant play with the other kids and i cant have my precious chocolate, I'm pretty pissed and damn hungry, I DIDN'T FINISH MY LUNCH THANKS TO MY SQUIRTLE FRIEND ugh! 

"I'm sorry sooyoungie i promise I'll give you Hershey later" Yeri whispered, yeri, just like me we rarely apologize, but if we do we know for a fact that it's genuine and sincere 

"okay but you gotta give me that M&M's you bought from the grocery last night, dont even try to deny it i saw you pack your bag!"

I looked at her waiting for her to look at me then we burst into fit of laughter, yeah we're weird i know, after a moment we heard the small door opened and there, seungwan walkin head hanging low, she was pretty cute back then, okay i might have this tiny little bit of a crush on her before, she was a ball of fluff with her fluffy cheeks and porcelain skin and dont get me started with her black hair that's probably st