Me and joy are currently in the new book store that opened. I must say that me a joy have a tons of things in common... we both love animals, food and of course books. Joy has always been nice to me and soft, I don't understand why she's like that towards me because Im just a short girl that loves book and is actually a nerd... Right now im finding a book to read while joy does the same, 

"Wendyyy' Joy shouted getting my attention 

"yess joy" I said smiling

"Wendy can i asked you a question?" Joy said still trying to find a book

"Sure joy what is it" I said looking at her

"Why don't you tell your bestfriend your true feelings?" she said now looking at me

OH MY LORDDD

HOW DOES SHE KNOW

"Ehm-mm" I stuttered "What are you talking about Joy" I said scraching the back of my neck

"You know what Im talking about wendy" she said walking infront of me with a smile

"Um I-" I don't know what to say, To many things are in my head right now... How does she know? Is it to obvious? Does Irene know?... I started worrying making my face go pale and my eyes go wide. Joy noticing it grab my hands making me look at her

"hey it's okay love... breath okay..." she said withe a soft tone... I don't know why but hearing her voice calms me. Theres something about her voice when it's soft that is breath taking like her looks if thet even make sense. 2 minutes have passed and Im calmed...

"Now that you have calmed down mind if we go to the park?" she asked still holding my hands with a smile 

"Um yeah sure" I said having my head down blushing like crazy realising the joy is holding my hand 

!0 minutes have passed and me and joy are now sitting on a bench quietly looking at the sky

The silence is killing me... we even walked here quietly, I wonder what she thinking right now 

'Wendy" joy said breaking the silence still looking at the sky

"Yes?" I replied looking at the sky too

"I know that you like Irene" she said now looking at me with soft eyes.

"since when?" i Asked still looking at the sky

"That doesnt matter... what matters is... are you okay?"

Does word... I needed them, nobody knew how I felt no one knew how much I suffered so i barely talked obout them. I put my feeling in a bottle and sealed it just so that Irene my bestfriend wouldn't find out my feelings towards her. Her knowing my feelings might ruin our friendship and i don't want that. So i'll be unhappy for the faith of our friendship

I looked at joy with a sad smile... i told her everything. How i feel, how it hurts and how im not okay. I told her when my feelings started growing that it's hard for me to see Irene with bugom.

"Wendy... i can help you lfeel better" joy said putting her hand on my cheek. Caresing them staring at me with sad eyes.

"How?' I said confused and curious of how is she gonna help me feel better

"Date me" Joy said not wanting to lose eye contact with me 

"HUH?"