i know the west was won this way

but god forgive the heartless way

we let it all burn down

 

she sat at the edge of the bed, staring blankly at the wall, wondering if it was enough to keep her close. 

 

pushing her hair back, she sighed and got up to walk to the kitchen, where irene was.

 

"Irene, before you go, could i ask you something?"

 

she stopped what she was doing and turned her head to look at the younger

 

"Yeah! What's up?"

 

i know i know you're off on tour

godspeed my love i'll not be bored at all

A mess here now

 

"Why are you with me?"

 

she slung her bag around her shoulder, walking towards the door

 

"Why would i not be?"

 

wendy stood where she was and let her voice out, clearly

 

"Because... You don't trust me." 

 

"Of course i do, Seungwan."

 

"You can't even look me in the eyes."

 

"You can't tell me anything." 

 

irene put her bag aside and shut the door.

 

"What are you saying?"

 

I'll allow my heart to get over you now

let yours take a generous bow.

 

i'll be fine.

 

"I'm asking you to say it outloud. If it's true just tell me."

 

wendy stayed still. she held her hands to her side, making a fist. 

 

"Seungwan, could you please just calm down..."

 

"I know you have work, so please say it before you go so i know if you're going to come back." 

 

irene walked over to her, hugging her

 

"I trust you, Seungwan. I do."

 

seungwan sobbed, wanting to wrap her arms around her

 

obviously my wounds are open to see

but don't take them seriously

 

i'll be fine

 

"I trust you enough..."

 

"Enough to what?"

 

"To tell you i can't stay."

 

"I trust you but i don't think i love you the same way anymore." 

 

and you're more than alright.