This chapter is in Mir's Point Of View.

I do not understand my hyungs. I try to understand them and the reason why they won't consider me a Friend...Is it so wrong that I want to be friends with them? To them 'Yes' it is not right and people that are older or younger than you can't be your Friend...

Joon, G.O, and Seungho were born in the same year. Thunder is about a year or so older than me..I lied to him and said that we were born the same year...I just wanted to have a friend. Thunder is not interested in becoming friends with me. 

No wants to be my friend.

Mblaq would be better off without me...The troublemaking maknae that wants to be their friend. The annoyingly loud maknae. The worst maknae of all time. 

"They would be better off without me." I whispered quietly. I tightly wrapped my arms around my chest and firmly closed my eyes. Tears falling down faster and faster with every thought.

I'm not good enough to be in Mblaq. I'm the worst maknae. My hyungs and I can't ever be friends. They will never consider me a friend no matter how much time passes...   

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