Stranger Sun

Description

Three years after the breakup of DBSK, Jaejoong finds voices raging out of control inside his head, relentlessly attacking him with harsh words.

Foreword

Warning: I didn't want to rate this story M, but there might be some slightly graphic scenes. Not , but suicide. 

 

Jaejoong curls up on the frigid marble floor, his clammy hands pressed against his ears.

The voice was back. 

He had been residing inside Jaejoong for nine years now. At first, it was mild, only appearing occasionally and whispering snippets of harsh criticism in his ear. But ever since the traumatic experience of Dong Bang Shin Ki's breakup, the voice raged out of control, screaming diabolical and caustic judgments in his ear.

You're worthless, Jaejoong.

Why are you alive? Go plunge off a bridge, what are you waiting for?

You're Junsu's and Yoochun's excess baggage, you're a burden.

Yunho and Changmin are so much better without you.

Each day the man's deep, demoniac voice pecks relentlessly at his brain. And each day, Jaejoong drops down on his knees and begs for forgiveness. 

The voice only laughs darkly and begins filling his ears with more criticism about how weak he is, how he succumbs to remarks so easily.

People like you should just go die.

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Hello Goodbyes [Complete, Chaptered]

News has spread that Kim Jaejoong of JYJ/DBSK will be entering the Korean military August of 2012. How will Yunho and Changmin, his former members that he is no longer in contact with, react? How will Yoochun, Junsu, and Cassiopeia react too? Will they use this as an opportunity to reconcile, or will they let him leave without a word?

Baby's Breath [Complete, Two-shot]

Yunho has moved on from his past days with Jaejoong, only to get married to Go Ara. But by the time his head becomes in sync with his heart, it is too late and time cannot be turned back. 

The Archipelago [Chaptered]

A privileged girl, thrown into survival mode when her plane crashes into the Pacific Ocean. Two of Asia's most loved celebrities, Jaejoong and Yoochun of DBSK/JYJ, stranded on the island with her. How will the three fare on the island together? Also, how will Yunho, Changmin and Junsu react when they find out?

Holding Back the Tears [Chaptered]

December 26, 2011. The day of DBSK's 8th anniversary. But for Jaejoong, it brought back painful memories as he spends it apart from the two other members, Yunho and Changmin.

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Wafflesareyummy88
#1
Chapter 1: Oh...ohhh that last dialogue punched me in the gut
nasuha_
#2
Chapter 1: OMG...i cant but crying now..god im glad five of them still strong having their live right now..
hunnyhaniey
#3
Chapter 1: i'm crying... i hope the real Jae can be strong... no, I hope all 5 of them can be strong....

this is awesome author-ssi.... well, society indeed.....
miracleflwr #4
Chapter 1: Oh. Just pray for our Jae be strong as usual . All these stress is not good for him and while reading this story I was stressed so much because I want Jae to be happy.
The story was so well written!!
jennifer2362 #5
Chapter 1: wow,I feel like my mind was blown on how deep that was and touching it is about what society can do to you. Thou I don't like waht happened (though I still love the story) your writing is .....good (sorry im speechless to say what word desribes how awesome and great it is)
funtomscandy
#6
well, society indeed.
coco2012 #7
I gotta say I find stories like this disturbingly common. I don't understand why it almost always Jaejoong who for some reason or another kills himself. I know the real life Jaejoong is sensitive but that doesn't mean he is depressed or that he is going to fling himself off a building or slit his wrists.

Yunho or feeling something for Yunho isn't worth killing yourself over. I know it is just a story (very well written btw) but I just find this theme way too over-used and insulting to the real Jaejoong. He is almost always doing something dumb or cries at the flick of a switch. It is getting kind of ridiculous.
immortalevanescence
#8
Truly amazing ending. Society, indeed.
pimpbean #9
My god, I cannot explain how amazing this is! I'm not sure if I was meant to, but I read into this very deeply, especially the ending when the voice was revealed to be society.

Author-nim, you're awesome. Keep writing!
DescentSkye #10
I just about cried. T~T