it's you

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" it's hard to wait around for something that may never happen,
but it's even harder to give up,
especially when it's everything that you ever wanted.."

and,
Kim Jisoo knew exactly how it feels

 

Foreword

3rd February 2019


"I had enough of this !"

Her voice was filled with anger and disapointment as she threw her clothes on to the bag which was laying down on the floor. Her eyes were red, as tears were streaming down her cheek.

"Unnie..." One of the younger girls tried to reach out for the older girl as she tried to calm her down. However, her hand was pushed away by her.

"Don't. Just dont. I don't want to hear anything from you two anymore." She stepped back from the girls.

 

"But, unnie..please listen--"


"I SAID STOP IT ROSE!"


The girl was taken aback upon hearing her voice. The older was always gentle, sweet innocent girl. She had never raised her voice to them. But, today was the first time she had done it.


"Babe..." A pair of hand reach for the stricken girl who already had tears in her eyes. She gently held her arm as she step forward. "Jennie unnie doesn't mean it." She tried to console her girlfriend who was clearly affected the older's harsh action.
 

Despite seeing the pain that she had caused to her lovely dongsaeng, Jennie tried to shrug it off as she went back towards her closet to take her other clothes.
 

"Lisa. Bring Rose home."
 

She turned to face Jennie as she heard her calling her name. Instead of doing what she was told to, she stood still as she stared at the back of the girl. Thousand of words were running through her mind, but nothing came out of . She wasn't sure what to say to the older girl. The moment she step into Jennie's apartment, she knew it wasn't going to be a pleasant sight to see. She knew how hurt Jennie was. But if only, she knew the truth...she may not be acting like this.
 

"When are you coming back?"

Jennie stopped on her track. She had booked a flight back to New York later this evening. But she had no idea when will she book a flight back to Seoul, again.

"I don't know." She closed her eyes. "Maybe, never."

"Unnie--"

"Nayeon had proposed me."

Both of the younger girls gasp in surprised as the stared in disbelief at Jennie. Lisa shook her head as she approached her and held her arm.

"No. Unnie... You don't love her."

"I will. I can learn how to love her. Soon we--"


"Who are you trying to kid, unnie?! You guys have been together for a year, and never once I hear you said you love her!"

"That was before! I've realize it now, that what I was doing was wrong! I should be loving her instead of hanging on the past!"

Rose was standing behind her girlfriend, as she watched the tension building up between the two girls.

"Don't make stupid decision, unnie. We both know who does you heart beats for..."

Jennie chuckled sarcastically upon hearing Lisa's words. She shook her head as she tried to threw away all the memories that she had with the girl. As much as it pained her to shake it off her mind, it hurt her more knowing that the girl, would never fight for her.

"Like I said...It's all in the past. I don't care about her anymore. I hate her."

"No. You don't"

Lisa stared back into her eyes. She could see how much the girl tried to be strong but she could clearly see it in her eyes. She was just trying to fool herself.

"Enough Lisa. Just leave."

She turned away but was stopped by Lisa as she grab her arm.

" I said, leave."

"No. Not untill you--"

"FOR GOD SAKE LISA, JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!" She finally blew up. "WHY CAN'T YOU JUST ACCEPT THE FACT THAT ME AND HER ARE NOT MEANT TO BE TOGETHER? I'VE TRIED SOO ING MANY WAYS TO MAKE THINGS WORKS BETWEEN US! BUT NOTHING WORKS. I DON'T KNOW WHAT ELSE TO DO LISA! SHE KEEPS BREAKING MY HEART. I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE!"

"Just give her another chance unnie...she needs you...she really do..."

Jennie scoffed as she shook her head. "She doesn't need me...I'M NOTHING TO HER!"

"THAT'S NOT TRUE!"

"I SAW HER WITH SOO JOO!! WITH MY OWN EYES LISA! AND NOW I DON'T EVEN WANNA CARE ABOUT HER ANYMORE. SHE COULD JUST GO DIE--"

"LISA!" Rose pulled her girlfriend away before she went to Jennies who was holding her red left cheek. Never had she thought that Lisa would actually act like that. "Unnie.. are you okay? I'm so sorry.. Lisa, she's not in--"

"Don't you ever...ever dare, say bad thing about her..." Her voice was firm, despite the tears that just stream down her face.

Her cheek was stinging in pain. But, it was nothing compared to the shock that she received. She stared at the younger girl in disbelief.

"You wanna know the truth?" She questioned the older girl who was too shock to answer. "Fine. I'll give you the truth." Without waiting for her answer, she grab her arm and pulled her.

"Baby! Where are you going." Rose was full of worries as she could actually guess where her girlfriend is going. "Please...stop baby. Don't. You know that she will hate this. We've pro--"

Lisa ignored her girlfriend'a plead. She need to put an end to this drama. "I had enough of this too. These two need to stop being stupid. She need to stop running and hiding away. She needs to tell Jennie unnie the truth." She said as she grab her car keys while her hand was still on Jennie's.

Jennies who was still in shock, could just stare and listen to the girlfriend's conversation as her mind was going haywire with all sort of thoughts. She just let herself being pulled and followed the blonde girl.


Truth?
What's the truth?

 

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imlivingnotknowinwtd #1
*INHALES* RELAX THIS IS STILL FOREWORD
rookiex5 #2
omgomgomg :(((((
Kazioo21 #3
This looks promising :)
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#4
Can't wait author :)