Jisoo's POV 

I can't believe I let them talk me into these I took a deep breath and walk to someone I tapped their shoulder that made the person jumped I laughed a little and when she turn around she said 

????:  hey jisoo how are you?  

Jisoo:  hey bona!  I'm good so do you agree on the favor I ask you?  

Bona laughed and nodded and said again 

Bona:  but tell me why all of a sudden you guys wanted to cook?  Any occasion?  

Jisoo:  oh well lisa sudden wants to cook for the girls 

Bona:  oh.. 

I notice how her face change from happy to sad I hate hurting someone so I said 

Jisoo:  I'm really sorry bona.  

Bona:  it's fine.  You cannot really choose who you fall in love with 

Jisoo:  I know I said this so many times but I tell you this again if I never fall in love with my best friend maybe no absolutely I will fall in love with you you're every guys or in my case gays dream 

She laughed and said 

Bona:  you can't really say sincere stuff without cracking a joke can you 

I laughed and said 

Jisoo:  you know me!  

Then she suddenly ask 

Bona:  can I maybe have a hug as an installment on being a teacher for the four of you 

I laughed and hug her and she hug me back and when we pull away I said 

Jisoo:  so i'll meet you later okay 

She nodded and said my goodbye when I was about to turn to my class someone pull my wrist and drag me to the bathroom when I look who the hell is it, it was jennie 

Jisoo:  why Jendeukie

Jennie: why are you talking to bona?  

Jisoo:  oh I just ask her for a favor

Jennie:  are you back together?  

I frown 

Jisoo:  what makes you say that?  

Jennie:  just answer me jisoo 

She yelled I raised my eyebrow

Jisoo:  what is it to you Jennie?  

Jennie:  oh well I'm you're best friend I need to know 

Jisoo:  did you hear what you just said? 

Jennie became speechless so i said 

Jisoo:  next time don't you dare yell at me and to answer you're question no were not back together 

I leave and left her in the bathroom I go straight on our hangout spot outside school i send a text message to the gang "don't look for me I left already" I goes straight to our liquor fridge and drink my heart aches I laughed at myself 

Why did we have to fall in love with someone who just see us as a best friend a lot of girls throwing their selves at me but all I could think about is Jennie why didn't bona and I didn't last long she's a sweet girl but I hurt her I feel ashamed talking to her after the things I put her through I'm angry at myself 

I throw the bottle into the wall i cried my phone was blasting off text from Lisa Seulgi and taeyeon also from the girls I throw my phone into the wall I keep drinking to forgot all the pain