Insecure

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When you are dating with a global kpop idol, it’s always makes you feel insecure about yourself, your appearance. The name Jeon Jung Kook,golden maknae of BTS is my boyfriend, women charmer and cute little baby nation.

He will always tell you just how pretty you are, complimented you whenever you guys having a date at late night since your relationship still in secret.

You will always saw the news about the fans ship him with other more prettier girls in girl group and you also knew about his cheating ex girlfriend that’s when the big fight started.

Foreword

In the evening, after his dance practice he came back to your shared apartment looking all tired and a little annoyed. You saw his expression but you just keep it to yourself since you didn’t want to make him more annoyed. So you just when to greet him with a bright smile and you just going to give him a kiss on his cheek since he say it his energy kiss, but he just walked pass you and go to your shared bedroom and just direct go to shower. You still follow him to the bedroom and just waited by the bed until he done with his shower.

However, when he come out from shower, his face still shows a little bit of annoyed but better than when he came back. “Hey babe, how’s your day today?”  He just shows his most annoyed face to me and shout out loud “God, just shut up and leave me alone. You are just so annoying and get out of this room!! My ex will never bother when I have a bad mood yet here you are keep poking your nose in my business!!” You just feel like you being thrown in the dark so you hold your tears and reply him “Fine, I will leave you alone but you have to remember that you are the one asking me to leave and don’t expect me to come back to you anymore since you love your ex more!!”  He always knew that I have been insecure about myself with appearance and all, yet here he is talking about my disadvantages. After you done, you just rushed to your closet and take every of your belonging out to put in your luggage and leave the room. He just stared at your back looking blankly and that’s when he realized that you are gonna leave for real.

Once you have done packing all your belonging, you just step passed him with him keep following you to try to stop you from going out and just head of our used to be house door. You just keep walking with him keep shouting with name. You heard his voice starting to crack and you knew that he’s going to cry but I’m done with his ty treatment. So I just take a taxi and head to my brother house, Park Jimin which is the band member of him.

When I reach my brother house, he saw my bloodshot and puffy eyes he already that I’m not getting well with Jungkook. When Jimin open his door, I just reach for his embraced and keep crying again. Jimin just hug me and keep patting my head to console me that everything will be ok. Once I start to feel better, I let go of him and he bring me to my used to be room and let me have some rest. When I lay down, my memory with Jungkook resurface again and that make me cry till I fall asleep.

 

The next morning, I wake up with a headache and puffy feel eyes. After I done clean up myself, I head down to saw there is two guys that talking at living room. The voice is the one that I’m too familiar with that talking with my brother. “Hyung, I know I made big mistake to compare her to my ex, but it’s just I am really stress with the comeback which I’m gonna produce a song that I gonna dedicate to her. Please allow me to see her and apologize to her. I need her in my life and I can’t to live without her since she is my ray of sunshine. Without her, I won’t be this successful now. Please hyung!!” I just standing there and listen to every word that he say and I starting to get soft for him since I’m too dumb to realise that he is under going with stress to make a comeback.

I just head downstairs and they turn their head to me. But now I don’t’ care anymore, I just need to go to him, hug him and kiss him just how much how I missed him even it’s only been one night we being apart. I just directly went in front of him and hug him. "I'm sorry for being selfish. I just always think about myself without realise how tired you are everyday., I'm so sorry babe." " No no babe, don't say it like that, I have my faults too in this fight. I'm sorry i shouldn'd have compare you to her. You are so much better than her and i don't even know how am i deserve to have a girl like you. Please come back to me, come back to our home and I miss you so much babe"  I nods my head and we seal a kiss that i have been missing for few days. "Let's head back to our home babe and thank you so much hyung for helping me to take care of her. I promise you that i won't hurt her again." After I done, we enterwine our hand and head back to our HOME.

diana49
It's my first time writing a story and I'm sorry for the bad story and grammatical errors. But hope you guys enjoy it ^_^ and thanks for reading.

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