Hayeon yang tengah make up kat dalam waiting room tu terganggu bila dengar suara bising kat luar 

 

hah, here’s the trouble

 

“Hayeon, hari ni last kiss scene kita kan?” 

 

Lucas ambil tempat duduk kat sebelah hayeon sebelum pandang hayeon dengan muka excited.

 

Hayeon letak berus blusher dia kat atas meja solek sebelum pandang kat Lucas

 

“so? we did it so many times before kan?” tanya Hayeon, apa yang nak di excited kan sangat?

 

Lucas yang tengah kunyah chewing gum tu nampak macam ada idea yang tak berapa nak best bagi Hayeon

 

“but the kiss was not even-like-real?” kata Lucas

 

selama berlakon untuk drama ni, Lucas and Hayeon tak betul-betul kiss pun. 

 

Cuma sudut dari jurukamera je buat diorang macam betul-betul kiss.

 

Sebab tu mereka tak lernah berasa kekok berlakon, lagipun Lucas tahu Hayeon dah ada boyfriend.

 

“okay lucas, tell me. what are you thinking?” tanya Hayeon

 

Lucas dekatkan diri dia kat Hayeon,

 

“you know we’ve been friends dah lama kan? since kat acting class few years ago. before you even meet your japanese soccer player boyfriend” kata Lucas

“okay so?”

“why dont we make it real this time?” tanya lucas

“make what real?” soal Hayeon masih tak faham dengan apa yang Cuba disampaikan Lucas

Lucas tarik pipi Hayeon dengan muka yang frust,

“the kiss lah!” kata lucas geram

 

Hayeon hanya gelak, more like in the sarcastic way

“you know yuta will-“

Tak sempat Hayeon nak habiskan ayatnya Lucas dah potong. 

 

“He will not mad at us. it’s just for work” kata lucas, cuba menyakinkan hayeon 

 

“plus, kita semua kan kawan. dia mesti faham” sambung Lucas lagi

 

Hayeon hanya menggelengkan kepala, sambil memandang Lucas dengan pelik

 

What kind of joke is he thinking? 

 

yes three of them are friends, bestfriend 

 

Sejenis bestfriend yang Lucas ni sibuk sangat nak tidur dengan Yuta sekali bila Yuta balik seoul.

 

kadang-kadang pergi date pun nak ikut,

 

Yuta and Lucas know each other sebab soccer.

 

and Lucas is the reason why Yuta dan Hayeon can be together until now.

 

“i wont kiss a monkey like you. full stop” kata hayeon sebelum dia bangun dari tempat duduk dia

 

Lucas merajuk,

 

yelah, bukan melampau sangat pun.

 

just a kiss.

 

why so serious?

 

“dahlah, producer dah panggil. lets finish this drama and let me rest for the whole month” kata Hayeon sambil tarik tangan Lucas keluar dari waiting room tu.

 

 

 

.......................

Semasa penggambaran

 

Lucas just finished his line,

 

and now, dia pandang kat Hayeon yang menangis tersedu-sedu 

 

Lucas kesat air mata Hayeon sebelum palingkan muka Hayeon untuk pandang muka dia

 

“Hayeon ah” bisik Lucas

 

Hayeon hanya diam, 

 

this was not even in the script, 

 

lucas tinggal dekatkan muka dia and acah-acah kiss je.

 

“i’m gonna make it real okay?” bisik Lucas lagi. 

 

enough for Hayeon to hear, so dia dekatkan lagi muka dia kat muka Hayeon

 

and tanpa membuang masa, Lucas terus kiss bibir Hayeon

 

Hayeon hanya terkedu when she tastes the chewing gum scent from Lucas lips-mouth 

 

Hayeon nak tolak badan Lucas ketepi but everyone there macam happy tengok diorang kiss

 

lagi-lagi producer,

 

you’re dead Lucas.

 

berapa saat lepas tu baru Lucas lepaskan bibir Hayeon,

 

“what-“

 

“Hayeon, i swear i’m gonna make it really really deep this time.” kata Lucas, and he sound breathless

 

sebelum Hayeon boleh buat apa-apa, Lucas sekali lagi kiss bibir hayeon,

 

but this time, deeper.

 

Hayeon boleh rasa bibir Lucas bergerak-gerak,

 

Dan kali ini, jantung Hayeon berdegup laju.

 

she never felt this,

 

even with her boyfriend.

 

Yuta never kiss her like this,

 

yeah they did more than kissing but Yuta maybe is not a great kisser

 

Hayeon menutup matanya, menikmati bibir Lucas di bibirnya,

 

what? am i enjoying this?

 

this is so so so wrong,

 

and then

 

“ow!”

 

Lucas melepaskan bibir Hayeon sambil tergelak,

 

he ing bites my lip!

 

“Lucas!”

 

“what?”

 

sebenarnya masa kiss scene yang first tu director dah jerit cut

 

but Hayeon didn’t even notice, 

 

dalam fikiran dia cuma fikir yang macam mana dia nak belasah Lucas lepas ni

 

or the truth is, she is enjoying the kiss

 

Hayeon dapat rasa rekahan pada bibir dia, and it’s bleeding

 

lucas dekatkan muka dia kat muka hayeon.

 

“i kiss better than Yuta hyung right?” tanya Lucas

 

sekali lagi Hayeon terkedu,

 

she never look at Lucas like this,

 

Hayeon sendiri tak faham and tak tahu macam mana nak explain this exploding feeling dalam hati dia.

 

just, she never look at Lucas as a man, nothing more than a friend.

 

the friend who was annoying, loud and cheerful is right now making her heart explode.

 

Hayeon feel like crying since she know she can’t even get mad at Lucas

 

and the fact that she loves it.

 

“dont be too shock Hayeon! you look like you saw a ghost” kata Lucas sambil gelak-gelak sebelum berjalan pergi ke arah producer dan director yang dari tadi bertepuk tangan.

 

Hayeon is still standing there, touching her bleeding lip

 

“goodjob everyone” 

 

 

....................

 

 

and Lucas act like nothing,

 

he is not awkward at all masa press conference untuk drama diorang,

 

even when promoting drama ni, Lucas still boleh bagi skinship service kat Hayeon 

 

at every event, Hayeon je yang nampak a little bit awkward

 

is Lucas being too professional or it's just me being too emotional? 

 

Setiap sentuhan daripada Lucas buat dia meremang,

 

how can Lucas hold her hand, whisper something to her, touching her hair like nothing is wrong?

 

but Hayeon has to act cool infront of the camera.

 

infront of everyone

 

just like right now,

.............. 

Diorang tengah live untuk show dimana artis jemputan akan get drunk while getting interviewed 

 

Dan Hayeon benci betapa tenangnya Lucas kelihatan

 

Hayeon looks at Lucas differently,

 

not someone that she used to be comfortable with.

 

he is indeed a man,

 

“scene kiss yang terakhir memberi kesan yang mendalam kepada penonton. boleh beritahu perasaan kamu berdua?” soal host rancangan itu. 

 

finally someone ask this,

 

Lucas and Hayeon never talk about the kiss scene after that incident.

 

like Hayeon tried her best not to look awkward

 

and Lucas pun macam dah lupa pasal hal ni

 

lupa? how could he-

 

“i am a great kisser right Hayeon?” tanya Lucas sambil memandang ke arah hayeon

 

Lucas siap wink lagi,

 

and orang lain just tought that both of them are comfortable with it

 

everyone knows Lucas and Hayeon are like childhood friend, bestfriend

 

they work together a lot in shows and drama,

 

they even caught went out together and sometimes with Yuta

 

“yeah, and i enjoyed the kiss thanks to Lucas” jawab hayeon

 

what are you saying hayeon!!!!!!!!

 

Lucas nampak shock, tapi dia still mengekalkan ketenangannya

 

“how did your boyfriend reacted to this scene?” tambah host tu lagi. 

 

Hayeon macam nak mencarut, 

 

bila topik pasal kiss ni nak habis?

 

“I have not meet him yet. i’m not sure if he watch this drama since he is busy with his training” kata Hayeon.

 

and Hayeon lega bila host tu start tanya pasal benda lain and mostly Lucas yang menjawab soalan,

 

but still, every question macam sensitive di telinga Hayeon.

 

dan Hayeon end up drinking a lot, since dia asyik rasa tekak dia kering 

 

“any memorable moment when filming this drama?” 

 

Hayeon already drunk,

 

yes she is,

 

eye bag kat bawah mata dia mula muncul and Hayeon raises her hand to answer the question 

 

“during the kiss scene-“

 

Lucas pandang kat Hayeon,

 

Hayeon pula hanya tersengih sambil pandang balik kat Lucas

 

right now, Lucas look like an angel.

 

and she starts developing a weird feeling inside her heart.

 

i think i got this feeling when i saw Yuta for the first time

 

“Lucas is a very very very great kisser, his kiss was deep and, i swear, i enjoyed it a lot. Lucas lip taste like chewing gum and i feel like kissing him again” kata Hayeon

 

“Hayeon-“

 

Lucas tak expect yang Hayeon nak cerita detail pasal kiss scene tu,

 

but Lucas tak kisah, 

 

he is quite happy actually.

 

“and-“

 

Hayeon tunjukkan bibir dia yang kemerahan,

 

“this is what he did to me. he bites my lip and i swear this is the most, best feeling ever” kata Hayeon sebelum dia sembamkan muka dia kat meja

 

you’re wasted Hayeon

 

 

..................

 

 

after few weeks of promoting and sticking to Lucas,

 

Hayeon finally can go home.

 

selama ni dia stay kat hotels, or stay with other staff as jadual dia terlalu padat.

 

Hayeon lega bila drama ni dah habis and she wants a lonely time by herself

 

just to forget what this drama makes her life miserable 

 

Hayeon had to admit,

 

Lucas is quite charming,

 

selama ni Hayeon cuma nampak sisi dorky, silly and dummy side of him.

 

but after the kiss scene, she felt something dark in lucas

 

the mysterious aura and the mature side of him

 

actually deep inside Hayeon’s heart, she started to feel something for Lucas.

 

thats why when he touches Hayeon, she felt something like butterflies 

 

hayeon arrives kat apartment dia pukul 1:35 pagi,

 

actually schedule dia dah habis lama but Hayeon keluar untuk ambil angin.

 

she has to find a way to forget Lucas since they dont have to meet each other as drama tu dah habis.

 

she just wishes that everything will be back to normal and perasaan ni mestilah hilang 

 

but Hayeon didn’t expect yang dia nampak kasut Yuta lepas dia buka pintu apartment dia

 

not one, but two

 

luggage Yuta pun masih ada kat tepi sofa

 

he is back?

 

this soon?

 

“Yu-“

 

and what she didn’t expect lagi ialah, Yuta is talking to someone else kat dalam apartment dia

 

suara tu samar-samar since Hayeon agak Yuta and the guest ada kat dapur

 

but obviously guest tu lelaki,

 

Hayeon hanya berdiri di depan pintu

 

dia tengah fikir sama ada dia nak terus masuk dalam bilik or pergi kat dapur

 

but few seconds later, Hayeon nampak Yuta berjalan keluar dari dapur

 

Yuta is only wearing his towel, maybe dia baru lepas mandi and he is walking with man in white t-shirt to the living room

 

“hey babe?” 

 

Yuta yang perasan Hayeon dulu,

 

and Lucas pun tengok Hayeon yang berdiri tegak kat pintu

 

“when did you come home? and what is he doing here?”

 

Yuta tarik tangan Hayeon perlahan sambil ajak dia duduk kat sofa

 

Lucas hanya tahan gelak bila tengok kawan dia macam tak keruan,

 

“i’m hurt when you hate me coming to your house Hayeon” kata lucas sambil dengan selesanya duduk kat atas sofa

 

Hayeon tak keruan,

 

both of the boys he LOVE is here

 

am i the only one who feel uncomfortable ?

 

and how can Lucas buat macam takda apa-apa yang terjadi antara diorang?

 

the kiss really mean nothing to him huh? 

 

“hey, i’m shock that you didn’t even want to explain your kiss scene, i’m hurt babe” kat Yuta separuh merajuk

 

Yuta is always the calm and quiet boyfriend to hayeon.

 

around his friends or teammates, he is the mood maker

 

but when its about Hayeon, he is the most mature and scary person ever

 

Hayeon hanya pandang Yuta,

 

dia tak tahu macam mana nak explain

 

should I told the truth about my feelings and make everything clear?

 

or just pujuk yuta and say everything she did was for work,

 

but Hayeon taknak tipu Yuta

 

“he is a good kisser is he? and what about me?”

 

Hayeon clearkan tekak dia,

 

“Yuta, see-“

 

“actually, yuta told me he was too scared to kiss you. thats why, i told him i’m going to do that. its just a game” kata Lucas bila dia tengok bibir hayeon dah kering and muka dia pucat

 

seriously nampak sangat dia nervous and takut

 

“Lucas told me he’ll do that just for fun and work. so i dont mind. why did you look so scared?” tanya Yuta

 

Hayeon hanya tergamam,

 

“you’re being awkward hayeon, you’re not you anymore. and i come to say that i’m sorry” kata Lucas lagi

 

Yuta dan Lucas hanya berpandangan bila diaorang nampak Hayeon senyap

 

“babe, say some-“

 

“so this is just a game?” tanya Hayeon

 

“yea?”

 

Hayeon hanya gelak,

 

but tears are starting to fall on her cheeks

 

“Hayeon-“

 

Hayeon bangun dari tempat duduk dia,

 

“you guys think this is funny? did you know what i felt for this past few weeks after the kiss scene incident? did you know what happened to my heart?” Hayeon separuh menjerit

 

membuatkan kedua lelaki itu bingung

 

“i was too scared that you’ll leave me Yuta. and i was thinking how to explain and how to beg you if you’re going to leave me” kata Hayeon

 

Yuta tarik tangan Hayeon,

 

“I AM not leaving anyone Hayeon, especially you” kata Yuta

 

“yeah, you did nothing wrong to let Yuta hyung leaves you” kata Lucas

 

Hayeon kini hanya menangis, dan dia memandang ke arah Lucas

 

“both of you won’t understand. the reason why Yuta will leave me is-because- i started to have feelings for you Lucas”

 

and now, barulah dua-dua lelaki tu terkejut.

 

“what are you saying babe?” kali ni Yuta nampak tegang

 

tangan hayeon digenggam kuat and Y Muta is waiting for her answers

 

“i know its wrong. i know you gonna call me . but i am a human too. i felt for him because you never kiss me that deep Yuta!” kata Hayeon

 

Lucas hanya diam memerhatikan Hayeon dan Yuta,

 

“just because of that stupid kiss?” tanya Yuta

 

Yuta menahan badan Hayeon kat sofa,

 

and dia dekatkan muka dia kat muka Hayeon

 

“just because of that stupid kiss Hayeon? is this a joke?” tanya Yuta, suaranya seakan berbisik dan kedengaran macam kecewa

 

“but you guys started it-“

 

“i didn’t kiss you that deep because i thought you gonna hate it” kata Yuta

 

Hayeon hanya senyap 

 

“i thought you hate getting hurt Hayeon. we did a lot of things together and you fall in love to other man just because he kiss better than me? don’t challenge me Hayeon” kata Yuta 

 

“you shouldn’t give permission to Lucas at the first place. dont blame me” Hayeon membalas,

 

for the first time, Hayeon meninggikan suaranya ke Yuta

 

“want to see either me or Lucas is better?” tanya Yuta

 

badan Yuta semakin dekat dengan badan Hayeon

 

and towel kat pinggang yuta bila-bila je boleh terlucut,

 

Hayeon menyentuh badan Yuta yang tak berbaju,

 

she knows she has feelings to Lucas, but nothing can win her boyfriend,

 

hayeon pindahkan tangan dia kat leher Yuta

 

and she wants to cry, the scent that she misses the most

 

the person who will left her for months to his training in japan

 

and thankfully Lucas is always there

 

just like right now,

 

during the most important event,

 

“guys. get a room please. and dont forget aku tidur kat sofa tu malam ni” kata Lucas

 

Yuta dan Hayeon lansung tak hiraukan Lucas

 

they just keep doing whatever that need to be done sampailah Lucas bosan dan dia pun stay kat dapur cari makanan

 

“what me to bite your lip too?” tanya Yuta

 

“i miss you Yuta”

 

 

 

................

 

 

 

Hayeon bangun keesokkan paginya dengan badannya dipeluk erat oleh Yuta, tapi ada scent lain yang dihidu oleh Hayeon

 

Hayeon tersentak,

 

dia buka mata dia perlahan

 

Hayeon angkat tangan yang melingkar kat pinggang dia,

 

this is clearly tangan Yuta kat pinggang dia, based on the black ring yang yuta always pakai kat jari

 

and the veins that pop out on the skin

 

but why ada bau macam chewing gum,

 

and bau macam Lucas

 

Hayeon cuba buka mata dia besar-besar

 

dia nampak kat depan dia ada half Lucas, tengah tidur nyenyak membelakangi dia tanpa selimut

 

Hayeon bukan berhalusinasi

 

Hayeon kenal sangat dengan belakang Lucas,a

da tattoo roses kat belakang badan. 

 

plus Yuta never had tattoo

 

and the worst thing is, Hayeon tengah peluk badan Lucas

 

Hayeon cepat2 tarik balik tangan dia,

 

dia pusingkan badan dia and hidung dia bersentuh pulak dengan bare chest Yuta

 

what? did i sleep with both of them last night?

 

*position-yuta-hayeon-lucas-*

yuta peluk hayeon,hayeon peluk lucas*

 

“morning” kata Yuta perlahan sebelum dia kiss dahi Hayeon

 

mata Yuta tertumpu pada hujung bibir Hayeon yang bengkak, and the dried blood was still there

 

“that must hurt a lot” kata Yuta sambil menyentuh perlahan bibir Hayeon

 

Hayeon know both dia and Yuta is still since both of them rasa sejuk even dalam comforter

 

“did i sleep with lucas too last night?” tanya Hayeon

 

“we all sleep together Hayeon. bukan kita bertiga dah biasa ke?” tanya Yuta

 

yes diorang selalu je tidur bertiga atas katil ni sama-sama, but not Hayeon in the middle

 

selalunya Yuta yang ada kat tengah

 

“but Lucas-“

 

“everything changed now hayeon. just like your feelings” kata Yuta

 

“no- i still loves you so much- my feelings-“

 

Yuta hanya ketawa, and its warm Hayeon’s heart

 

Yuta rarely laugh, he is always tired and serious around Hayeon

 

“i’m just kidding okay? but i think its okay if lucas can be your boyfriend too” kata Yuta

 

“what are you talking about? i only love-“

 

“dont lie, and dont hurt Lucas. he loves you too” kata Yuta

 

Hayeon kerutkan dahi,

 

“no-“

 

“i know, i know him well Hayeon. its okay. i dont mind sharing” kata Yuta

 

Yuta belai rambut Hayeon dengan lembut dan senyum,

 

Hayeon still try nak cakap something,

 

but then lucas pusingkan badan dia and peluk hayeon dengan erat

 

“Yuta hyung is right, i fall in love with you since we first meet. and its hurt when you choose my hyung over me” kata Lucas, but still dalam keadaan memejamkan mata

 

Hayeon dapat rasa the warmness inside her,

 

mever thought that Lucas ever had feelings for her

 

“i’m sorry that i always left you. being too serious around you. but i’m glad Lucas is always there for you. for us” kata Yuta sambil tersenyum

 

Yuta bangun dari tempat dia, dia capai tuala kat tepi

 

“settlekan problem korang, i’m going to take a quick shower” kata Yuta

 

sekali lagi Yuta kiss dahi Hayeon sebelum dia masuk dalam bilik air

 

Hayeon terkedu

 

Am I really having two boyfriends right now?

 

tell me this is not... wrong? 

 

 

 

............

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

THE END