Fifth
Hurting“Minjoo, are you sick?”
Minjoo sighed and shook her head at the question that was asked by her manager. She looked at the van in front of her and bit her lower lips. It was about time for her to finally face Eunbi and she didn’t want that, she wasn’t ready yet.
Her manager eonnieopened the van’s door for her and gestured the young visual to get in. And she did. She smiled to Nako who greeted her as soon as she got inside before the small Japanese girl went back to sleep. Minjoo sat down right beside the girl and closed the door. She was glad that everyone was asleep by now.
A sigh escaped from before she accidentally looked up to the rear mirror. Minjoo instantly looked away as her eyes met with Eunbi’s big ones. Turned out that the eldest member had been eyeing her from the rear mirror since the moment she stepped inside the van.
Minjoo tried to ignore it and just closing her eyes. She was hoping that she didn’t have to sit next to the leader later in the plane.
As Minjoo was lost in her thoughts, Eunbi hadn’t taken her eyes off the girl. Her heart ached when Minjoo looked away. She was hoping the girl would at least give her a small smile, but she knew she didn’t deserve it. She was aware that she had hurt Minjoo a lot and she hated herself for it.
One said that regrets were the most useless form of guilt, that they always arrived too late to do any good. And she thought that was true. She didn’t know how to fix her mistake and she was afraid. She knew she was losing her girlfriend, but she wasn’t ready for it. Eunbi was so used to being loved by Minjoo, to be taken care by the younger girl. So it scared her as the thought of Minjoo abandoning her came through her mind. Yes, she abandoned her visual girlfriend before, but that didn’t mean that Eunbi wanted Minjoo to do the same to her. Oh boy how selfish she sounded right now.
After few minutes, she finally looked away and found herself staring at the street in front of her. Her mind then started to write some positive possibilities that could happen if she play her cards right. Everyone knew that Minjoo was totally in love with her and if she could persuade Minjoo, then maybe the girl would forgive her. After all, Minjoo was a very kind girl so of course the latter would forgive her right?
By the time they arrived at the airport, Eunbi found herself went out of the van quickly, following Minjoo who was the first one to got out. She walked to where Minjoo stood and hugged the girl’s body. Eunbi could feel Minjoo stiffened under her touch but she didn’t care. She hid her face on the taller girl’s neck and sighed in relief
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