The days were like living hell.

I moved to another place without you around.

My tears never stop flowing.

I avoided the TV.

I deleted all the pictures of you in my phone.

I threw every thing you gave me.

I hate you for lying to me.

I hate you.

I walked on the street.

A car came towards me.

The next i saw was the sky.

And your smile.

Then everything went black.

I woke up to see blinding lights.

I looked around and saw no one.

My tears started flowing again.

How can i be so stupid?

He will not come.

I looked to my right to find a vase with roses in it.

It was new and it was beautiful.

Did you come?

Stop it.

He didn't come at all.

Stop thinking.

Months later,

I have completely forgot the pain that you gave me.

I walked along the river.

Smiling at the sunlight that shone on me.

I saw you standing in a distance.

You looked like an angel.

I turned wanting to run away but you caught up with me.

You pulled me into a hug.

I struggled.

" Don't go. Not again. "

You whispered in my ear.

I pushed you away.

" You were the one who threw me away!

You will never know how much i been through.

Go away! "

I shouted at you.

You hugged me again.

This time with a tighter grip.

" I was serious about wanting to forever.

Being a idol is hard you know.

But now i am sure that you are the only one. "

My tears fell unwillingly.

You bend down and kissed my lips.

You hugged me.

You whispered in my ear.

I love you.