Dear my friend,

I’m not even sure if this letter will ever reach you, but here goes nothing.

Kkura-ya, it’s me Lee Chaeyeon.

It has been years since we’ve last talked.

How are you doing?

Have you been well?

Do you still remember me?

First and foremost, I would like to say sorry.

You must be mad at me for suddenly cutting off communication with you, but please finish reading this letter.

I’m sorry I couldn’t fulfill our promise of keeping in touch. We’ve said that we would remain friends even if you had to go back to Japan.

Our last conversation at the airport wasn’t filled with sorrows.

It was a good farewell sealed by a promise of meeting each other again.

Unfortunately, my stupid self has messed up.

Again, I’m sorry.

Ow, that reminds me of the past wherein you’ve always told me to stop apologizing. Sorr-, I mean, yeah, I guess I haven’t changed that much.

How about you Kkura-ya?

How much have you changed?

I miss hearing your stories.

I miss seeing the excitement on your face whenever you play fortnite.

Do you still play fortnite?

I might sound like an obsessed fan of yours but I tend to binge watch your gaming vlogs whenever I miss you.

I miss how much you proudly talk about your love for Irene-sama.

Speaking of love, have you found your special someone?

I know idols are not allowed to date, but you get my point, right?

Have you found someone who makes you happy?

Someone asides from your irene-sama and games.

Someone who makes you laugh.

Someone who makes you feel calm and secured.

Someone whom you’ll never get tired spending time with.

Someone you’d want to grow old with.

Saku-chan, have you found that someone?

Because years ago, I’ve found that someone.

I’ve found you.

I’ve loved you.

No, I love you.

And this time, I won’t run away.

I’ll make this right. 

Wait for me Kkura-ya,

I’ll do my promise.

I’ll match your pace.