*Lisa's POV*

“Lili, are you having panic attacks again?” tanong niya sakin and I nodded. “Come here.” dagdag pa niya. 

I was breathing heavily at pinagpapawisan ako ng sobra while I was pounding my chest repeatedly. Hindi ako makahinga. I straddled myself against her and she hugged me tight at hinaplos niya ang likod ko in an attempt to calm me down. Alam niya palagi ang gagawin. 

“Count with me.. 100, 99, 98..” she trailed off hanggang umabot yung counting until 20 and my rapid breathing started to slow down. 

“...” I breathed out as I slumped my head against her shoulders. Nasa sofa pa din kami at nakastraddling position pa din. 

“Okay ka na ba? Kuha lang kita ng water okay?” sabi niya. 

“Thank you, Jennie." sabi ko naman as I kissed her lips at inalis ko yung legs ko from being straddled against her. 

It’s been 5 years. Five years since Rosé left. 

I went to law school. Graduated last year. Nagreview. At kaka take lang ng bar. The results are to be posted tomorrow. Kaya din siguro Nagkaroon ako ng episode tonight. Nagiintern ako sa isang sikat na law firm dito sa Manila, and once I passed the bar, they offered me a job. Kaya sobrang kinakabahan talaga ako ngayon. Nakataya ang buong career ko sa magiging results ng bar bukas.

Simula ng umalis si Rosé, and since I entered law school, these panic attacks frequently occur. 

Jennie and I are together. After we graduated, Jennie at si Jisoo took the board exams and are now licensed industrial engineers. Kami naman ni Bam, Seulgi, Irene at Byul ay nagtuloy sa law school. Si Wheein, ayun nga, nag migrate sila ng family niya. I was broken hearted over Rosé for so long.

Actually, a week after Rosé left. Naginuman kami ng barkada and dahil lasing na kaming lahat, kung anu-ano na ang ginagawa namin. Pagka-cr ko, I saw Jennie taking off her shirt dahil natapunan siya ni Wheein nung alak. And I just stared. Tapos humarap siya at nagkatinginan kami ng matagal then it just happened. We started making out. 

After that incident, hindi na kami nagusap ulit.  Bihira na din mag hang out ang barkada dahil sa law school. Laging sina Bam, Irene, Seulgi at Byul ang kasama ko dahil nagttrabaho na sina Jisoo at Jennie. 

Nagbago lahat during my second year in law school at nagdecide yung barkada na magreunion. Dun namin napagusapan ni Jennie yung nangyari, pati na yung nangyari nung gabi na iniwan ko ni Rosé. At dun ko narealize na I am attracted to her and I actually like her. Napag-usapan din namin yung nangyari samin ni Chaeng. Close sila dahil pareho silang  chaebol, and she told me na maiintindihan niya kung mag-aadjust pa ko sa relationship namin and magiintay daw siya hanggang pwede na kami maging official. Nakakagulat lang nga talaga dahil naalala ko dati nung medyo sinasabihan niya si Rose na wag ako dahil nga  may reputation daw ako but here she is, napagtatawanan na namin yung topic na yun minsan. Na baka daw kaya ganun eh in denial lang siya na dati pa siya naattract sakin.

Alam naman niya yung mga past broken experiences ko with Mina at Rosé kaya sobrang understanding niya and she took c