MY LOVE STORY

When I was in my teenage year , my the dream is to marry the man that drawn  as my ideal man....simple....kind hearted and responsible.

I grow up believing that if i search for him i gonna find him in God's grace.

When I was in 3rd high school i meet him  and and we become offial. Many disaagreement....many osbtacles yet we are able to overcome him ...he has proven to be worthy of my love  that despite of his status of being a basketball star player in our school , and despite of many girls flirting to her remain strong as ever and our relation surpasses until we able to graduate the course we chooses.

Facing different direction in what we want for our future,,,,, we had a longdistance love affair for a fear holding tightly to a promise that we are meant for each other and no time ...distance can stop from loving each other. Mising him that much we agreed to go out to the real world...mingled with a lot of person discover more of ourself  to ease the absence of each other....tilll I was able to join a community where God in the center of our lives and able to knew a person i considered as my brother,,,,my bestfriend ....my confidante and alll.....He  knows were are friendship limit and so i do.........he knows everything about one and only one since we are in the same school in our college days.....

My god i know I'm starting to be falling for him and i know , the feeling is mutual.....because we respect each  other relationship we tend to pretend and we kept what we feels in our self even in our actions is totally different in what he says........We wanted to kept our freindship to be lifetime so I dicided to go to Manila for a space and to remain faithful to my love........So  it was.........I maybe curious with my feeling but i chooses what is right beliving you can teach your heart who to love anyway.......

This was the twist .......After a year my bestfriend seperated from his gf i console hin even we are far apart   but wondering i never felt the pain in him. In my side ..... i forsee my self happy till forever beliving my boyfriend is meant for me...until such unexpexted things happen we had a chance to go hone spend vacation and able to meet my bestfriend with my bf and was totally amazed why i sounded akward with my feeling....instilling that i only miss my bestfriend ...ignore....but as the saying says you cannot betrayed what you feels.......I see no reason for betraying my bf....so our relationship remin i am with my bf and he reamins my bestfriend confidante.......

Till time that my boyfriend offers me wedding...I agree even my mind resist because my bestfriend never telll me that he loves me because he always respect the relationship i had...i know deep inside he loves me beacuse he never had a relationship after his break up.My god there's adate for a wedding....everything was set,,but why i am not happy......till a day before the wedding somedaby comes into the house,,,pregnant women claiming that my fiancee was the father of the baby.....everything turns up side down ..but why i am not hurt that much ....deep inside my heart is rejoicing....without any a do ...i cancelled the wedding.....dicided to let him go.......let him face his responsibility......

Life indeed is full of mystery i diceded to go to abroad to make a diffrent routine of life even stop communication with my bestfriend for 4 yrs......after that i dicided to spend vacation  Christmas vacation in the pHillippines we meet 

Now as i am writing this  I and my ex is having same flight going to phiillippines because of school reunion.

Just being introduce in her him and his 3 children and as i introduce him to my husband by best friuend ...and my two daughter.

Il end this saying  Love in not  looking but waiting for the right person .