She's so close yet far 

I just could not believe I fell in so deep 

Watching her from afar smiling, laughing  and yet at the end of the day hurting 

My close friend that I developed feelings for      

I fell for her the day I laid eyes on her so cold yet weird once you know her

Made good memories had long talks

But now she is in an on and off relationship with another person which is a guy 

Right when I had the courage to confess he came up and said he had feelings for her 

I could not help but think that he had more of a chance than I do

I may be well known but he will always be on top

The thing that I did not see is that she also had feelings for me but I pushed the guy closer to her just because I thought she liked him too they got together

Not until a year later they broke up  she came to visit me we talked however we talked too deeply which caused us to confess to each other 

I felt guilty because she was hurting when she was in a relationship with him because she thought that's what I wanted for her

I broke down saying that I do not deserve her 

She cupped my cheeks wipe away my tears and told me "I don't care what gender you are or what you look like I love you because of who you are you been there at my worst you done so much for me you put me before yourself I don't understand why but I am thankful that you are in my life Amber Liu" 

I hugged her like my life depended on it once we broke apart I kissed her deeply 

All the pain we suffered all the love we locked up for each other had released

We became one we will finish together since we started together 

I Love you Krystal Jung and nothing is going to change that absolutely nothing