Sometimes when i think of myself it isnt postive. Its actually not good at all. I always think that i am this small and weak person. I am not a good friend to anyone besides my girlfriend. I have issues with trust and i am always worried im not good enough. When i make friends i feel like they dont actually like me, is that because i put on a fake persona or is it because i dont like who i really am. When i talk to people i just think its pointless because i will just bail on them and bail and bail again and again. So i dont know what to do. I just need someone to talk to . i talk to isabella a lot but i feel like she gets tired of hearing me complain. Thats not her fault, i need to build more confidence.