At times I don't know what's right or wrong
Am I at fault or just playing along?
Wrong - I may have known it for so long
I'm just afraid to feel alone
Or maybe, the earth is not my home
And somewhere in some unseen places is where I belong

But I hate the idea of suffering for so long
My soul - sleeping in the deep
Floating - wandering, wondering why? 
The shallow waters of the sea can't keep my eyes
To wonder what's there from the distant blue waters of the ocean;
I wanna dive in but I'm afraid -
There's so much in this world that I am scared.

I'm scared of what's there is to unfold below the blue waters;
Scared of some unknown things I haven't seen on the land;
But I'm also scared to miss the chance to see what's there on the sea floor;
I'm afraid I might drown or be flashed by the current and the waves from the sea;
As much as I'm afraid to fall into the trap of staying under for what I will see

Perhaps, I am just afraid of my own reflection
And I just wanna dive my way into the deepest rooms of the ocean and never come back again.
Never come back alive on land 'cause I wanna live in the salty waters of the ocean;
Never to see the sun up close and just embrace the pitch darkness of the waters;
Never to step on land once more;
Never to see the world I used to live before;
Never to blame myself again for the things that were out of my control;

Never, never, ever should have happened - these things I didn't prayed for.